melancholy

I am not depressed.

I'm simply in just a bit melancholy mood

but I can feel myself

slipping

in such a depression

because of a bittersweet break up

bittersweet in a way

where I am glad its over

but at the same time

it kills me

I am not depressed

just simply mildly melancholy

because if I tell myself I am depressed

that would stick in my mind

and would become the only thing I believe in

so I cant believe my actual mind

I believe only what I tell myself

and what I tell myself

is that I'm melancholy

and simply that.