Chapter VI
A Chapter by jenny nieuwsma
CHAPTER VI
Fall festival weekend,
Jenny, Mike, Alice, and I all went to Florida for a three-day weekend
trip. We decided to drive there with our suburban. Florida wasn’t
far from Texas. It’s about sixteen hours at the most. We left very
early before dawn. Jenny wasn’t sick for the past two weeks. She
seems rejuvenated. She’s eating well her skin looks radiant as it’s
ever been. She looks very healthy. It’s her idea to visits the
Florida beaches on this time of year. It’s not likely to snow over
there this season. She couldn’t stay out in the heat of the sun so
this was a good time for her to go out its cool and breezy. We had so
much fun on the road. Jenny asked if she could drive. I was a bit
reluctant, but I let her drove anyway. I couldn’t say the word “no”
to her.
“I’m
feeling very good. I felt as if I got a new spirit inside me,”
Jenny tried to convince me. I had to say okay. She drove, but I told
her just for a few miles. She had the stereo on and started singing
along with it. She always has such a beautiful voice. She paused from
singing, glanced at us on the rear view mirror and asked us to sing
with her. Of course, we all joined her in singing. We had so much fun
that we forgot Jenny was driving. She drove a bit longer than I
wanted her to drive. I noticed Jenny was making hurt movement. She
looked like she’s in pain. I didn’t hesitate to ask, “Are you
okay, sweetheart? Jenny, why don’t you pull over and we’ll take
over.”
“Sure,”
she agreed quietly and pulled over on the side of the road when she
was able to do so. Jenny went to sleep the rest of the way. She must
be exhausted from driving because a few minutes after she went right
to sleep.
We arrived at the hotel
around 7 o’clock at night. We had two fancy suites reserved for us
on the higher floor. Jenny still very tired. When we got in the room,
she extended her sleep. The hotel we were in was very fancy it was a
‘five star’ hotel. The view outside our rooms was fantastic. We
could see miles and miles of the ocean on one side and on the other
side; we could see beautiful flowers and gardens. Mike and I shared a
room. Alice and Jenny shared the adjacent room. After Mike and I put
every thing in place, I went back to the ladies room and checked on
Jenny. I stared at her for a while. I could see the pain on her face
even when she’s asleep, and this always tears me up inside but I
couldn’t do anything to help her. I left the room with a heavy
heart. I went to join Alice and Mike they were admiring the fantastic
sunset from the balcony. Both acknowledged my presence then continued
to watch the beautiful sunset. The way the sun touches the end of the
ocean was a breathtaking sight, and the dark orange color of sun
painted the water that reflected in the sky.
I watched at the sun
setting. My heart cried for Jenny because she’s missing a lot. She
should have been here watching this God given beauty. Instead, she’s
in the room in pain. The ocean was calm. It was quiet. Alice and Mike
weren’t talking; nobody was talking. No sound of cars or radios,
the only sounds I could hear were the birds chirping it was like
music to my ears. We stayed out there just before it was dark and
both Alice and Mike broke the silence.
“Wow
it’s almost nine o’clock, what time did you reserve our table?”
“I
think it’s around nine-thirty tonight in the ballroom. I’m sure
it’s around that time.”
“We
need to get ready for dinner. Are we going to wake up Jenny?”
“Of
course, she’s rested well by now. Why don’t you get ready and
I’ll wake her up and make sure she doesn’t have a fever,” I
said to both of them. Mike went to our room and Alice followed me to
their room. I sat next to Jenny and I started feeling her forehead.
She was a bit warm but I think it’s because she covered herself
with a heavy blanket. I tapped her shoulder and said, “Wake up
sleepy head. It’s time to get ready for dinner.” She opened her
eyes and asked, “What time is it.”
I looked at my watch and
told her the time. She got up and greeted Alice and me good evening.
When I knew she was okay I left them and went to my room to change
for dinner also, as usual we finished before them and waited for them
to come out. The ladies came out after fifteen minutes both were so
beautiful in their fitted black gown. Alice designed the gowns for
both of them. She made it the same color but different design.
Jenny’s gown was simple but elegant. Alice gown was backless
halfway down her back, and it has a Chinese wrap collar to hold the
front of it. Jenny was shining, her face and her smile. I turned to
Mike who was admiring Jenny’s appearance and I said to him, “Isn’t
she beautiful? I never see her as radiant as she is right now. Look
at her smile it’s so healthy looking.”
“I
know, I know. My heart is pounding.” Mike said touching his heart.
The ladies were getting close to us. I tapped Mike on the back. We
both extend our hands to them and hug them both one after the other.
I told them how beautiful they are. Both ladies gave us a smile and
like they rehearsed, “As if we didn’t know.” Both started
giggling. I thought it was very cute too. We got in the elevator, the
concierge asked what floor and he complimented the ladies. We walked
towards the ballroom we went in there were many people already.
Mingling around, talking business, how much money they make and other
stuff rich people like to talk about. The whole place was fabulous,
whoever was in charge of decorations did a fascinating job and very
artistic. The concierge showed us to our table. Everything was right.
The candle light, the food, even the service was awesome.
We had a wonderful time
together reminiscing about the good times we had, telling outrageous
stories, and jokes, and a lot of dancing. Jenny danced a lot with
Mike and a couple dance with me. The second time I danced with her I
noticed that she looked tired so I asked, “Are you okay sugarplum?
You look very tired do you want us to go now?”
She nodded her head in
agreement with me and said. “Yeah, I’m beat, though I just woke
up not that long ago.” We went back to our table and I told Mike
and Alice that Jenny was ready to go. If they want to enjoy the rest
of the night, they can stay and I will just bring Jenny upstairs so
she can lie down and rest. Mike joined us and so did Alice. We all
went up to our room. “It is getting late,” said Mike in agreement
for all of us to go.
Jenny was just waiting for
the night to be over when we got in the room she was sick to her
stomach. She rushed to the bathroom and threw up all the food that
went in and more. I guessed we pushed her a little too much or maybe
it was just something she ate didn’t agree with her stomach. “I
don’t know,” was my usual answer to my own question. That night
her fever shoots up 103 degrees. I gave her the medicine and I put a
cold towel on her forehead. We all stayed in Jenny’s room, chatted
while we watched her sleep, and waited for her fever to go down. It
was late, Alice told me to go to bed and she will take care of her.
Mike interrupted us and said, “Why don’t you two take the other
room and rest together. I’ll take care of her. Please let me do
what I promised her.”
We were both hesitant to go.
Mike insisted. “Go on go to sleep you two. Don’t worry about us
here. Jenny will be all better tomorrow before you wake up I promised
you.”
Alice and I finally agreed
and went ahead to bed.
Alice fell asleep soon
after, I was still wide-awake. I couldn’t sleep. My mind was full
of worry about Jenny. I got up and quietly left the room I didn’t
want Alice to wake up. I visited the other room. Mike was wide-awake
and he was busy wiping sweats from her face.
“How
is she doing, is the fever down at all?”
“Yeah,
it’s going down all right but not gone. She’s sleeping well
though. She’s not moaning or groaning about pain, so that’s a
good sign, I think she just has a fever no other complication.”
“Why
aren’t you sleeping,” I grinned.
“Why
aren’t you?” Mike asked back. We both smiled at each other. I sat
down next to Mike and watched Jenny. Mike and I had a heart to heart
talk. We testified about our faith in Jesus, and the time we accepted
Him as our Lord and savior. I said a lot of things. “Jenny told me
not to lose faith. She said that hope is faith. I think that’s why
she’s still here with me. God is using her to work on me. Sometimes
I question God why Jenny, why she has to suffer not me, why she has
this sickness.”
“You
know we just need to give this all to Him. He has plan for her and
for you and me. He’s an Awesome God.” Mike tried to comfort me.
“I know. I have to count it all joy all these trials, knowing that
the testing of our faith produces patience. You know I learned my
patience from Jenny. She taught me a lot. She taught me how to wait
for long periods and how to accept the result of that wait. It was
hard at first but believed me it penetrated in me.”
Mike was listening intently.
“Mine
too. I learned patience from her. I used to not wait and I leaned
everything on my own understanding.”
We talked all night. We
lost track of time. I looked out the window. The sun was trying to
come out already. The door opened and Alice peeked in and said, “Why
don’t you two get some sleep while Jenny is still asleep, I’ll
watch her.” We went to bed on the other room. Mike drifted right
away and so did I. We had about three hours of sleep it was good
enough to rejuvenate us. When I was up Mike followed shortly, Alice
and Jenny were already up and they were both out in the balcony
enjoying the sun. The breeze was cool and the water looked so
beautiful.
“It’s
a beautiful morning. Good morning ladies,” I greeted them with a
smile. I gave Alice a hug and a kiss then I turned toward Jenny with
my eyes searching for the answer on how she’s doing.
“I’m
doing very well,” said Jenny with a cute smile on her face, “I’m
ready to go out there and splash around in the water.”
I was curious I stood next
to her and tried to feel her forehead. Her fever went. I teased her.
“Oh yeah, let see when we get there.” I gave her a kiss on her
forehead and a big hug. I looked at her and smiled. She smiled back
and said. “I love you, Matt.”
“Oh
no,” interrupted Alice. “Not that again the neighbor will get mad
at us.”
Alice looked towards to the
couple that was standing on the balcony one room away.
I just look at Alice with a
big smirked on my face and asked Jenny anyway.
“Ha?
I didn’t hear you. Say it again.”
“I
love you Matt. You are my favorite brother in the whole world,”
yelled Jenny.
Alice put her hands on her
face and looked down so embarrassed about it.
“I’m
your only brother.”
“Oh
yeah,” Jenny smiled.
Mike joined in the fun.
“Hello ladies and Matt.” He gave first Jenny a hug and a kiss
then a hug for Alice and me. “What’s up,” focusing his eyes on
Jenny, “You are looking so beautiful this morning my heart always
pounds when I see that smile of yours. I love you so much.” He
whispered.
“You
too, Mike. I love you more.” She replied with a smile.
“Say,
why we don’t grab some breakfast downstairs and start exploring
after that. What do you think guys?” I asked everyone. The three
replied in unison. “Let’s go.”
We had a hilarious day.
Alice and I separated from Mike and Jenny so we can have time for
ourselves and so they could too. We spent all day in the beach
building a sand castle, snorkeling, and sorts of stuff. After I had
enough sun, I took it easy under the shade. Alice joined in with me,
we watched Mike, Jenny splashed each other with water, chased each
other, and if Mike catches Jenny, he would pick her up and threw her
in the water. They’re acting like two teenagers having so much fun.
Both were screaming and laughing. Jenny didn’t look like she’s
hurting but if she did, she’s doing well of hiding it. We watched
them for about two hours. Alice made some comment. “They’re so
happy together. They’re very much in love.”
I nodded in agreement.
“You
know everyday I thank God for giving Jenny another day to live. She’s
such an inspiration to me, without her I don’t know if I would be
the same person I am today. She’s my life too you know. She gives
me hope to look forward to the next day. I don’t think I could do
any of this if she’s not with me. I even don’t know if I’m like
this today at all, know what I mean?”
“Well,
she’s very lucky to have you. I love you everyday for that reason.
Seeing you on how you take care of her makes me feel very secure when
I’m with you,” said Alice with much love on her voice. I looked
at her with much love on my eyes. I pulled her closer to me and
hugged for a while. I didn’t feel like letting go right away and
neither did she.
The whole day and night
went astounding. Jenny wasn’t in bad pain and that’s the most
wonderful of all. I was so thankful to God for giving Jenny at least
one day to enjoy her stay. The next day we started our trip back home
about ten o’clock in the morning, we were on to a good start. It
was awesome. Jenny was doing well and everybody was all right and
happy. Halfway on our trip, it was about close to eight o’clock at
night when Jenny started to feel uncomfortable. I pulled over and
asked Mike to drive for a while and Alice to shotgun with him. I sat
with Jenny in the back seat. I tried to help her to be comfortable,
but the ride is making her more nauseated. I asked if the front would
be more comfortable for her. She just shook her head and told me that
her head was pounding. I gave her medicine for her headache. My heart
started to get heavy. About an hour from when she started feeling
sick, she asked Mike to pull over. I helped her get out of the car
right away because she started throwing up. I guess it hurts so badly
because Jenny was crying while throwing her guts out. I rubbed her
back and I too started crying, “Why can’t she have fun without
paying for it later.”
Mike and Alice didn’t say
anything. Both stayed quiet with tears running down their faces. I
didn’t say anything after that either. I just rubbed Jenny’s back
and cried with her. When she stopped throwing up, I asked someone to
get the injection medicine. I gave Jenny a shot. We stayed on the
side of the road up Until Jenny’s medicine kicked in and put her
out to sleep. I laid her head down on my lap we hurried home. Mike
speed up quite a bit, thanks to God nothing happened to us on the
road while Mike was speeding like crazy. Jenny slept through the
night. My leg that Jenny was lying on went numb. It was hard to
switch side because I didn’t want to move her. When we got home
Mike helped me carried Jenny to her room. We all crashed in Jenny’s
room since we’re all very tired and it’s way past midnight. Alice
has to work the next morning but she stayed in anyway.
November
fifteenth, my wedding day. It’s very hectic around the house
everybody’s busy. Jenny was busy getting ready she was the
bridesmaid. Mike’s busy getting ready also he’s my best man. I
was busy getting ready. The three of us were riding together to the
church. Andrea went ahead of us to make sure everything’s ready and
in placed in the church. We’re getting married in our church.
With all this excitement,
Jenny consumed my mind. I thought it was just cold feet, as if the
famous phrase everyone said to someone who’s getting married “you
are just having cold feet.” Mike approached me, “Something the
matter, Matt. You looked distracted.”
“Ha,
it’s nothing. I’m just thinking of Jenny.... It will be a long
day for her and I don’t know how long she can hold it.”
“Don’t
worry. This is your day, she’ll hang tough, you know her,” Mike
reassured me. He’s very serious the way he said it.
“That’s
what I worried about. In addition, you know this will be the first
time I’m going away for days without her. I’m not sure I’m
doing the right thing going to Hawaii for our honeymoon…” I took
a deep breath, “Maybe we’ll just stay here in town but you know
Alice won’t like that I guess.”
Mike interfered before I
could say more and said, “Come on, Matt. It’s your honeymoon, and
you think Jenny would let you stay here. In your dreams, just as I
said, don’t worry about it. I’ll take care of her, and Andrea is
here, she knows what to do just in case. Don’t you trust me?”
“Mike,
it’s
not that I don’t trust you. I don’t worry about you not taking
care of her. I’m just scared about leaving without her. What if
it’s time and I’m not on her side, I can’t forgive myself.”
It’s either we were so
caught up with our conversation that we didn’t hear Jenny walking
towards us. She was walking very quietly and heard part of our
conversation she said. “I’m not going without saying good bye to
you, Matt. I promised. I will try hard to wait for you before I let
go of the last breath.” Jenny was smiling when she said it so I
knew she was joking but I didn’t like the sound of it.
“Jenny,”
Mike and I both said together.
Jenny ignored us, “Don’t
you worry about me Matt. I’ll be okay. Don’t let my condition
bother you and ruined everything you guys planned for your
honeymoon.”
I just stared at her,
couldn’t find a word to say.
I told her how beautiful she
is. “Jenny, you look so beautiful.”
Mike cut in. “She’s
gorgeous.” He took her hand and placed it on his heart. “See,
feel my heart it’s pounding twice as fast. I think I’m going to
have a heart attack.”
Jenny pulled her hand, then
tapped his shoulder, “Stop it, I don’t like that word.”
Mike pulled her and kissed
her on the forehead. “I was just kidding. Are we ready?”
Jenny put each of her hands
around both of our arms and said. “I’m ready.”
We walked together hand in
hand to the car. Mike drove the car to the church. Jenny and I sat in
the back seat. Jenny wasn’t very talkative. I could see it in her
eyes that she was deep in thought. I was going to say something when
she asked, “Are you nervous, Matt.”
“Yeah,
very nervous and very scared,” I replied.
“Me
too, Matt I’m scared. After today, you’re no longer a single man.
I have to remember not to ask so much of your attention, like asking
you to stay in my room to wait ‘till I fall asleep, or just about
anything. I’m very happy for you that you are getting married. You
will have somebody when I go.”
“Jenny,
I’m only getting married and after the honeymoon, we be living with
you in the house so nothing is change, Alice knows that. There will
be two of us now taking care of you. I will still watch you sleep and
I still be doing the same things with you.”
Jenny just looked at me with
uncertainty in her eyes.
I pulled Jenny closer to me,
took her hand, and just held it. I didn’t let go until we reached
the church.
The wedding ceremony went
very smooth. Alice was so beautiful in her wedding gown. She designed
the wedding gown herself, she spent days just sketching it on paper,
she didn’t stop until she draws the perfect design to go with her
figure. She looked very happy her; face was glowing. The procession
started. The maids of honor were all very beautiful in their forest
green gowns; followed by my Jenny, she’s the bride’s maid. Alice
designed her gown also. Then the flower girl and the ring bearer and
finally there she is in a gown white as snow with shiny glitters she
has the most beautiful smile. Her Dad, who’s walking her to the
altar to give me his only daughter, has a smile wider than his mouth.
His smiles showed no doubt in his mind that his daughter did the
right choice.
I took Alice hands from his
Dad. He gave her a kiss before releasing her hands to me, and then he
shook my hands and told me to take care of his baby. Our Pastor
performed the service then the ceremony began. The Pastor started
reading I couldn’t help to glanced at Jenny. She looks happy but
tears are running down her face, tears of joy or tears of what? My
mind was cooking. Unexpected, I felt heavy in my heart. The talked we
had in the car on the way here was playing in my mind. I was so deep
in thought that I didn’t hear any word the Pastor was saying to me
until Alice kind the elbowed me, then abruptly, I jerked up and
looked at my Pastor. I felt a bit guilty to Alice for not paying
attention, my face blushed and I stuttered when I answered him. I
could hardly speak the words. I looked at Alice who in turn looked
back at me with a smile. “Whew,” I felt a lot better. I thought I
ruined the most important day in her life.
The reception followed.
Jenny and Mike left together for the reception. On the way to the
reception Alice asked me, “Are you okay, and are you happy?”
“Yeah,
I’m okay and yes I’m very happy thank you, are you happy Mrs.
Calloway,” I returned the questions. “Yes, I’m very, very
happy, Mr. Calloway,” she showed me her most beautiful smile.
The reception was at a
country club not far from our place. We rented the whole place. The
whole set up was fabulous there were over flowing with food
etceteras, etceteras. Alice and her Mom did most of the planning for
this. The whole place packed with people. I didn’t have any idea we
invited these many people. I thought we have just our close friends
and relatives. When we got out of the car, they showered us with
confetti all the way to our table. People were greeting us,
congratulating us and saying well wishes on our marriage. I couldn’t
get away. Mike and Jenny must not be here yet because I couldn’t
spot them in the crowd they weren’t on their seat either. They left
ahead of us. I couldn’t help myself not to worry. Maybe she’s in
pain, that she had to go home. When I saw Andrea, I quickly called
her to me and asked if she saw Jenny or Mike. She said “no.” I
asked her to call the house to check if they went home. Andrea went
right away to the phone. She’s done; she signaled to me that nobody
was answering the phone in the house.
Alice, who was so busy
entertaining the guests, excused herself from them to talk to me
about my present behavior. She looked at me disappointed, though she
tried hard not to show it.
“What’s
wrong, Matt?”
“Oh,
nothing I’m just restless I guess.” I managed to avoid her
displeased eyes. “Did you see Jenny or Mike yet?”
“No,
they're
supposed to be here before us.” She said. “They’re calling us
to seat down to eat.” Alice pointed me to our table where everyone
was waiting for us. I could hardly eat for being so worried. Jenny
and Mike showed up both were hurrying up to the table. I couldn’t
wait to find out what happened so I asked, “Where were you? We’re
almost ready for the toast.”
Mike answered first since he
was closest to me. “I’ll tell you later.” Jenny didn’t say
anything she just looked at me and smiled.
The speaker, Alice’s
oldest brother, stood up and asked that the best man and the
bridesmaid to say something about us and do a toast. Mike stood up
first, picked up his glass of wine, he said, “It’s really a great
honor to be a best man for Matt. He’s like a big brother and the
best friend I ever have. I wish both of you a life together till
deaths do you part. I hope your families grow as many as God wants
you to have. I love you both.”
He raised his glass and
said, “A toast to a new beginning.”
When Mike sat down, Jenny
stood up and started speaking, “Thank you Mike for going first.”
She looked at him and winked then she turned her head back to us and
continued. “I’m so happy for both of you. I wish you all the
happiness in years to come and I hope I’m still around to see my
first nephew or niece. I have something special for you.” She got
out of her chair and walked to the piano. She sat on the piano bench
ran her fingers through the keys and she said. “This is my favorite
song. Matt used to sing this to me when I was little. This is for
you. I love you.”
When she started singing
everyone was quiet, her voice was so beautiful it sounded like an
angel singing. Memories of her came back to me. Tears were rolling
down my face. I found myself walking to her. I stood right in front
of her. Her song touched me. Occasionally she’d open her eyes and
look at me as she sang. When she finished she stood up and said, “I
love you, and I thank you for being you.”
I swept her with my hands,
hugged her tight and thanked her. I picked her up and spanned her
around the room.
The celebration last a
while we need to leave for honeymoon right after the reception. It’s
time for Alice to throw the beautiful bouquet of flowers to the lucky
single women. Jenny did join in the fun. Alice tried to throw at her
direction but still she didn’t get them. All of our guests sent us
away with a hug and a kiss. Mike and Jenny were the last ones to say
good byes, Mike started first. “Have fun at the beach and not worry
about Jenny she’ll be okay enjoy your honeymoon.” He turned to
Alice and said. “Don’t let him worry about anything. When he
starts to stare at a distance and not at you, shake him as hard as
you could so that whatever he’s thinking he won’t remember them.
Do enjoy your honeymoon.” After that speech he gave both of us a
hug and a kiss. I was about to say something but he ceased my word
and said. “Don’t even start with me about Jenny. I said I will
take care of her and you will make sure Alice has a wonderful and
unforgettable honeymoon. That’s your job. I love you, both.”
I didn’t say any after
that. I just hugged him back. Then I turned to Jenny who was giving
Alice a farewell hug and a kiss. When Jenny finished with Alice, she
turned to me. First, she gave me a smile then said. “Well, big
brother, you’re officially a family man now. You were a family man
but that wasn’t by choice, you took over Dad and Mom’s
responsibilities. I’m so proud of you, and I know without a doubt
that you will be the best Dad to your children. So go on, start
making a family and don’t you dare worry about me or even think of
worrying about me I want you both to have fun and enjoy the sun, Oki
doki.” She laughed at the last word.
Mike and Jenny didn’t let
me say anything. I felt I was ganged up by them. Jenny took my hand
as well as Alice hand. She joined them and kinda pushed us to the
car. We got in the car. The car moved and we waved at the people. I
could see the last hand waved until we faded away from their sight. I
turned my head back to Alice who looked very happy and smiled at her.
I was about to say something but changed my mind I might ruin her
day. My heart was hurting more when I thought about Jenny. I was
definitely quiet and it was deafening to Alice. She turned my face
towards her and asked me. “Are you okay? Is there something wrong
that I don’t know about?”
My voice had with a worried
tone in it.
“Oh,
I have this ache in my heart I couldn’t shake it,”
“Relax,
you’re worrying too much. I know, why don’t we pray that Jenny
will be fine while we’re gone, that you will find peace throughout
this trip,” said Alice cheerfully. I agreed, so both of us bowed
our head down and prayed. After that, I felt a sense of peace
presence in my heart I thank Alice, gave her a good kiss, and
apologized to her.
We reached Hawaii without
any problem. Hawaii was beautiful as I ever imagined. I can’t
believe that I never thought of coming here with Jenny, she would
love this place. The thought came to mind to bring Jenny here on
December right after she gets out of school for holiday. I bet she
would really enjoy this place she’ll get some fresh air. So excited
at the thought that I blurted it aloud to Alice she loved the idea
and said. “Mike is going to enjoy this trip with us especially he’s
leaving soon. Yeah, let’s do it.” “I will call them when we
get to the hotel.”
We had wonderful time on
our honeymoon. The thirteen days we had were perfect. I called home
everyday. I always talked first to Jenny see how she’s doing and
knowing her by heart everything was fine, okay and yes to her. She’s
happy about everything I told her regarding how much fun we’re
having down here. Now, when I talked to Mike that’s when I get the
meaty gritty detail on how she’s doing. Mike always gave me the
details. The second day of our honeymoon, Jenny had high fever that
night. Mike called Dr. Martin. Other than that it wasn’t anything
to worry about, it’s all minor stuff, throwing up, headache and
pain. Mike is round the clock with Jenny. He stayed in the house
while we’re away and that’s a good relief for me even though how
much worry I had for Jenny I never let Alice felt ignored. I gave her
everything I got in me all the attention she could possibly have and
all the love I have for her. I could see it in her eyes that she’s
very happy. She did the same for me. She made me feel very important
to her.
The last day of our
honeymoon, I couldn’t wait for the day to be over so we could rush
to the airport and go home. We left Hawaii at night. In the plane, I
got anxious and restless. Alice fell asleep so I couldn’t talk to
her. I tried to sleep but I couldn’t, my eyes didn’t want to
close, it’s dark out so I couldn’t look out the window. I got up
and walked around the whole plane. We were flying first class I
started from my seat all the way to the tail of the plane. People
looked at me silly. I went back to my seat and stayed on my seat. I
wanted to read but I didn’t want to wake Alice up with the light
on. I didn’t know what to do with my restlessness and my thought
was going back in forth on Jenny. On stuff like, is there going to be
any changes in our lives even if it’s she wanting me to do this? Is
she still as spontaneous with me as before? All these things kept
playing in my head like a broken record. The more I wanted the flight
to be over; it seemed like the longer it was for us to land. I
thought this night was the longest night.
We assumed to arrive in
Texas around one-forty-five in the afternoon. Mike and Jenny will be
picking us up at the airport. Finally, morning came we got to San
Francisco early in the morning and we need to change plane back to
Texas. We have at least an hour and a half to wait ‘till boarding
the next plane. I looked for a phone to call home to let them know
we’re here in San Francisco. After a long wait, we finally boarded.
“We’re getting there.” I said to my self. We finally seated
Alice noticed that I haven’t sleep yet and said, “We have another
4 hour to go, why don’t you catch some sleep so you’re wide awake
when we get there.”
“I
couldn’t sleep; I tried, I did.” I explained. “I’m just happy
and so excited to get back and my mind is full.”
She put her arms around me
and said quietly, “Oh, Matt.”
When the plane landed, I
couldn’t wait for it to stop so the door would open right away. I
got up and took our hand carried baggage’s we had from the
compartment even though the flight attendant said for us to stay
seated. When the door opened, we were the first one to get out. My
eyes did an immediate searched for Jenny and there she was holding a
bouquet of flowers, standing right in front of the gate happily
waiting for us. I dropped my baggage and picked her up as high as I
could say. “I missed you so much. I love you.”
“I
missed you too Matt.” Jenny pleaded. “Please put me down.”
I put her down then gave her
a huge hug and a kiss. Mike picked up the bags I dropped. I shook his
hand and gave him a hug. Jenny went to give Alice the flowers and a
hug. After we took care of the rest of our luggage, we headed down to
the car. Alice and Jenny rode in the back and both were busy talking.
Mike drove the car and I sat next to him.
“Jenny
looked pale today and her face is a little gaunt.”
“She
couldn’t sleep last night and tired that’s why she’s a little
pale.”
It frightened me. “Why, is
she hurting badly?”
“No,”
Mike continued. “She has 100 degrees temperatures. She was also
sick to her stomach last night, but that’s not why she couldn’t
sleep. She’s happy about you coming home that it made her restless
through the night.”
“It’s
so amazing how we could feel each other. That’s exactly how I felt
last night; I couldn’t sleep either because I was looking forward
to see her. How about you, did you get some sleep at all?” I had a
smirk on my face.
“Kind
a, sort a,” he smiled.
I turned to Alice and Jenny
who were still busy talking. I stared at Jenny for a moment and tried
to listen to their colloquy. I interrupted their gossiping and said.
“I missed you so much, Jen.”
“I
missed you,” answered Jenny. She was about to finished her sentence
but I adjourned, “Guess what, we got a lot of stuff for you guys.”
Mike and Jenny looked at
each other. “We got something prepared for both of you too.” Then
they smiled at us. I got nosy so I annoyed them to tell me. Both just
smiled and said, “Wait till we get home then you’ll see.” Jenny
assured me that it will be a good surprise then she adds, “Now
please be quiet I need to call Andrea to make sure everything’s
ready.” She got on the phone and talked to Andrea. She strove to
keep her voice down so I wouldn’t hear what she discoursed to
Andrea. Before she hung up, “We’re almost there; we have about 10
minutes on the road, so get ready.”
There was a big party
waiting for us at home. We didn’t suspect that there would be a
welcoming committee going to surprise us. There was no car park
around the house. When I opened the door a loud “Surprise,”
welcomed us. Most of the guests were just close friends and
relatives. I didn’t know about Alice but I was flabbergasted, I
jumped up and dropped the bag I carried inside the house. They all
laughed and told me that I was pale. I was ahead of everyone and
Alice was behind me. Mike and Jenny were way behind us. No wonder
Mike insisted that I leave the luggage and he’ll take care of it.
It never dawned on me that they would do such a thing. Mike and Jenny
came in (finally) both were laughing. I let them have it. Jenny put
her arms around Alice and me and explained. “This is your honeymoon
party you had a short one in Hawaii. Since it’s my fault, because
you’re too distraught about me, we figured, we should join you in
this one, right folks?” Everyone agreed with her.
In the middle of this
excitement, Jenny wasn’t around. The last time I saw her was when I
talked to her but excused her to do something. When she left, Alice’s
Mom approached me and we talked for a while. Alice called her so I
socialized a little, I moved from one group to another and I noticed
Jenny wasn’t in any of the group. I asked Mike who was busy helping
Andrea in the kitchen, “Where is Jenny?”
“I
thought she was with you. I left her with you,” she
answered.
“Yeah,
we were talking but she excused herself to do something, I thought
she came here to help. I was mixing around and Jenny wasn’t in any
of them. I’m going to check in her room maybe she’s in there.”
I walked to her room, first
I knocked but she didn’t answer. I opened the door and there she
was, sleeping nicely. I smiled at the sight of her. She must be
exhausted to leave the party like that. She looked so peaceful on her
sleep. I pulled up her blanket and covered her and I stroke her hair
a couple of times. I checked her temperature as I kissed her forehead
she had a little fever. The party eased down late in the afternoon.
Alice’s parents and Mr. Andrews were the last ones to leave.
When Jenny woke up all the
guests left already, we were cleaning up when she got out of her room
and uttered, “Where is the party? Did I sleep that long I missed
everything?” I put before her happily. “Not really, we waited
for you to wake up to open the presents we got from Hawaii.” Alice
went through the luggage’s we brought and passed the presents to
them. After they opened presents, we returned to cleaning up the
house. We finished just in time for everyone to retired to their room
and rest.
“Well,
it’s time for me to go home too so you guys can have time for
yourself.” Mike gave Jenny a kiss.
“Hmm,
that means I need to go to my room also. Bye Mike, thanks for
everything I love you.” Muttered Jenny and gave him a hug. Mike
picked up his stuff and head out the door. Jenny followed to see him
to the door. She closed the door turned to Andrea and asked. “What
about it Andrea, do you need more help cleaning up?” “No,
sweetheart you go on ahead and rest, I finished too.” She initiated
a step going up. She held on the rail and turned around, “I guess
I’m going to do the same, goodnight kids,” Andrea sent us a
flying kiss, Jenny pretended to catch it and damped it on her cheek.
“Goodnight Andrea and goodnight to you also honeymooners.” Jenny
gave us a hug then left. I noticed right away that Jenny is beginning
to give us too much privacy and space.
The first few weeks were a
little tipsy-turvy. The idea of the three of us living together was
awkward mostly for Jenny. She’s hesitant to mix in with us and left
us alone. Every time I struggled to do something for her, she would
make all different kinds of excuses to avoid me. Since Mike was
always here everyday from early morning until Jenny went to bed, he’s
done most of the stuff I usually do for her. I felt a little jealous,
no very jealous, and not wanted. Though I never dare to let her see
the feelings, I had. It was hard for all of us, mostly for me because
I was trying to balance everything.
The night before
Thanksgiving, Alice’s Mom called to remind us for tomorrow. Alice
mentioned it to me a week ago while on our honeymoon but it must have
slipped my mind. She asked me to tell Jenny that we’re spending
Thanksgiving with her family and that she’s welcome to come with
us. To Alice’s family, Thanksgiving is like their family reunion.
Everybody has to come home to celebrate Thanksgiving together. When
Alice hung up the phone, she asked. “We’re all going tomorrow
right?”
I had to admit. “I forgot
to tell Jenny about it. Why, do we all have to go?”
Alice was little negative by
my remarks. “Yes, because it’s our tradition.”
“How
can you have it every year, what about the married kids, what if
their spouses want to be with their own family,” I asked with
discomfort.
Alice face lost its glitter
and her eyes crossed, she explained. “What my parents said is that
we don’t need to be with them on any other occasions. Like
Christmas or New Year or other holidays every year, we can spend
those holidays with our spouse’s family. They’re only asking one
holiday a year, that’s why I talked to you about it way in advance
so you won’t say things like this.”
“I’m
sorry, I forgot,” I apologized profusely.
“Okay
then, why don’t you talk to her now,”
I left the room right then,
went to Jenny’s room, and knocked. I waited for her to answer
before I opened the door. She told me to come in I opened the door
gently. She was still up reading a book.
“What’s
up?”
“Oh,
nothing much, what are you doing,” I asked innocently.
“Oh,
nothing much,” she replied with a smile. She motioned me to sit
down next to her she put her book down then sat up straight. She took
my hand and held it closed to her, “How is the married life?”
I looked at her eyes. “I
missed you so much.”
“I
missed you too.” She moved closer and gave me a hug. She pulled
back, “But you didn’t answer my question.” She tickled me on
the side.
I tickled her back. “So
you really want to know about married life?” I tickled her some
more. She tried to tickle me back but I got her pinned down and I had
both of her hands. We were laughing hard she was kicking the bed
because she couldn’t get away. I stopped tickling her when she
started pleading with me.
We both recuperated and
regained composure a few minutes later; she asked again, “So how is
it?” She waited for me. I answered her. “It’s fine, good. I’m
happy, but I could be happier if you don’t ignore me so much.”
She had a bit of guilt in her when she asked, “Ignore you? What do
you mean?”
“What
kind of question is that? The only time I see you and get to talk to
you lately is during supper. The rest of the time is either you’re
doing homework with Mike or talking to him or playing games with him.
All of them you used to do it with me. It seems to me that you are
trying to avoid me especially if Alice is around,” I said and I put
on a sad look trying to make her feel guilty even more.
“I’m
sorry I didn’t mean to hurt your feelings. It’s just that… You
have Alice to attend to now, of course when you get home. She wants
to talk to you about her days at work. She wants to know about yours
like wise… I felt a little uncomfortable to bother you with all
silly stuff of mine now that you’re married. Besides, you don’t
need to take care of me all the time. I don’t want Alice to feel
she’s alone, even though she isn’t. She knows that you don’t
leave my side when I’m hurting or having high fever,” said Jenny
very convincingly. “I should not listen to your request then for
me to get married if I know it would be like this,” I said
maintaining my poise.
“Oh
no… Please, I didn’t mean to make you feel bad about it,”
“I
Know I’m just giving you a hard time.” I told her with a smile. I
tickled her one more time. I didn’t know how to ask her about
tomorrow. I stopped tickling her. I just sat there and stayed quiet.
She knew me by heart; she could tell I got something to say to her.
“Matt,”
she looked at me quizzically, “What do you want to say?”
“Ha?”
I said quietly, “Oh, its about tomorrow.”
“Tomorrow
is thanksgiving, what about it.”
“Hum,
Alice wants us to go to their house and celebrate thanksgiving with
their family. It’s like their family tradition to be together on
that day. She wanted you to come too, I want you to come,” I said
hoping she wouldn’t be upset because it’s kind of last minute.
“Sure,”
she responded happily, “Anything for you.”
I feel relieved. Oh good
she’s going and not even upset about it that I told her at the last
minute. I should have known she wouldn’t turn me down. Anyway, she
never turned me down yet.
“We
won’t stay there that long right. We’re just there for dinner and
be back before dark. Andrea is waiting here and so as Mike, he’s
supposed to come late tomorrow so he can spend Thanksgiving with us
and we supposed to visit Mom and Dad’s grave,” she said expecting
it.
“Yeah,
I guess we can do that. I will tell Alice about it.” I told her
confidently. I thank her repeatedly for not giving me a hard time
about it and I gave her a huge hug.
Jenny lay down on her back
and tucked herself in. I offered to read her the story. She smiled
and said, “I would love that, but isn’t Alice waiting for you,
for your answer?”
“No…
now move over so I can lie down next to you.” She moved to the
middle of the bed. I got the book that she was reading a while ago,
and started reading it. Jenny fell asleep after few pages. I
continued to read, few minutes later I felt tired. I stayed longer to
watch her sleep. I wrapped my arms around her and drifted away while
watching her.
Alice came to check on how
we’re doing. The door was open so she just stood by the door and
watched us sleep. She’s been there for a while when Andrea passed
by. Andrea stopped to talk to Alice. “They’re sleeping so
peacefully together. They have much love for each other.” Alice
just nodded. Andrea continued. “Do not get mad when you see them
like that. Matt’s been doing that since Jenny was a little girl.
You see…” She paused then continued with the story, “Come lets
get a seat and I’ll tell you the story if Matt didn’t tell you
yet.” Andrea led Alice to the den. Alice told Andrea that I didn’t
tell her any story about Jenny when she was a baby. They both sat
down then Andrea told her the whole story.
“You
see, Jenny is what you called an accident, Mr. and Mrs. Calloway
didn’t plan Jenny. She was a surprise gift from God. Jenny was born
two months early and she was very little, way too little for a child.
Her lungs didn’t fully develop. The Doctors thought she was going
to die, she was in the respirator a long time her growth development
was slow, very low on the scale. Matt felt bad about it ever since.
He said it right then the first day he visited her at the hospital
that he would take care of her for the rest of his life. He would
love her more than just a love for a sister. About eight months after
she was born, she was progressing. She survived all test and other
stuff the doctors put her. Her lungs still a bit weak but she
continued to progress until one day she’s able to go home. All of
us in the family we’re very happy about her pulling through. Ever
since, we’re very gentle on Jenny and in return, she was a very
good child, she never cries even when she’s sick, nor does stuff
that would make us get angry with her. That’s when Matt really fell
in love with her; you know what I mean he loved her so much he spent
more time with her than his friends. He took care of her the best way
he knew how. When he has time in the morning before he goes to
school, if Jenny’s awake, he’d play with her. When he comes home
from school the first thing he does is say ‘hi’ to her, then when
he’s done with his homework he’d take care of her for me. He did
spend time with his friends too but most of the time his friend has
to come here. His friends loved Jenny; as well, they would take turn
carrying her especially the girls. When she’s growing up, she’s
even more adorable and every one fell in love with her the minute
they saw her. She’s an extra ordinary child. She never gave us a
hard time at all. She does whatever you asked of her even though she
didn’t feel like it she never complained and whined. When she was
about three and four years old, after dinner the family gathered
around in this room and Jenny would give us a show, sometimes she
would dance, other times she’d sing. We’re always laughing and
enjoying her shows. We’re all head over heels over her. She was
also a very sickly child, she catches cold very easily, but that
didn’t stop her from being the best child in the world. Matt
assumed all the responsibility of his father when he died when Jenny
was about five or six I think. He assumed the responsibility of his
mother when she died when Jenny was about ten years old. You see
that’s why Matt felt this way about her. Jenny never changed since
day one; to Matt she’ll always be his little angel. There’s
nothing in the world he wouldn’t give or do for Jenny. I love her
so much also. I don’t know what I’d do if ever that day happens.”
Tears escaped Andrea eyes, running down her face. Alice comforted
her and she too couldn’t help her tears from going. “I can’t
imagine what Matt is going to do when that day happens.” “I
can’t either,” answered Alice. Andrea closed the conversation.
“I need to get some sleep and so do you. Thank you for your
understanding.”
“Goodnight
Andrea and thank you for telling me the story.” Alice gave her a
hug.
“Goodnight,”
Andrea returned her hug. She left the room and went up to her room.
Alice remained seated she endeavors to understand all of it, but
overwhelmed by it. She went back to Jenny’s room then left seconds
later and didn’t bother waking me up.
I woke up in the middle of
the night. I transferred to our room. Alice got awaken when I got in
bed. I kissed her goodnight and asked her to go back to sleep. I fell
asleep right away. In the morning Alice was up before me, she was
changing when I got up. “How was your talk with Jenny last night,”
she asked me innocently. “Fine, she is going with us and so is
Andrea is that okay with you?” I answered her with a smile. Alice
returned my smile. “Sure is, I was going to tell you that.”
“I
need to ask Andrea because she doesn’t know it yet, and maybe she
can make something to bring like dessert. What time are we leaving
anyway?”
“We
need to be there around noon time that would give us at least an hour
to socialize. The dinner is around 2:00 pm, and then we will stay
about an hour after dinner. That should be enough time so we can
leave early and visit your folks, you mention it to me once that you
guys do that every occasion,” reply Alice. I left to tell Andrea.
On the way back to my room, I passed by Jenny’s to see if she’s
awake. I stood by the door and Jenny greeted me with a smile, “good
morning Matt.”
“Good
morning sweetheart, how are you this morning?”
“Fine,
what time are we leaving, and did you call Mike?”
“I
was going to do that right now and we are leaving around 11:00 this
morning.” I left Jenny’s room. I went to my room, picked up the
phone, and called Mike.
“Whom
were you talking to on the phone?”
“I
called Mike because he’s supposed to come this afternoon after he’s
finished in his house. I told him he can come tonight instead.”
Alice’s family enjoyed
Jenny’s company at her parent’s house. Everyone tried to tend to
her even if she didn’t want any. It was a great get together
everyone shared what they’re thankful for. It was my turn to speak
I talked about Jenny a lot and of course I didn’t leave Mike,
Andrea and Alice in my speech. I am truly thankful to God for these
three special people in our lives. Without them, I don’t think I’m
still sane. They really encourage me a lot especially Andrea. She’s
like our second mother. I made sure that she knew that in my speech.
I felt guilty afterwards because I don’t tell her enough how much I
appreciate her and how much she meant to me and to Jenny. I know
Jenny said that frequently to her because I heard them a number of
times telling each other how much they mean to each other, but I
don’t think I had done that yet. Everyone mingled around after
sharing, every one was busy talking, and children were running
around, others were watching games on TV. They have a big family,
some were congratulating me on our marriage those relatives that
didn’t get to go to our wedding.
Jenny was starting to feel
a headache coming, she came over to me and asked if she could go out
and get some fresh air. It’s cold outside so I told her that we’re
leaving. I went to look for Alice who was busy with her relatives
that were single. Jenny went to look for Andrea. We left the
celebration earlier than we’ve planned but everyone was okay about
it. On the way to the cemetery Jenny’s headache got worse. When we
got out of the car, Jenny threw up all over the place. I suggested
coming back tomorrow but she insisted on visiting Mom and Dad even
for just a little time, we did go but we didn’t stay long as she
said we’d do.
Jenny’s condition got
even worse, temperatures shoot up but she had cold feet. I picked her
up and carried her on the way back to the car. When we got home, I
carried her from the car all the way to her room. I laid her down the
bed, gave her a medicine to put her fever down and I wrapped her feet
with electric blanket. I stayed right there with her. She shivered
heavy the whole time she was delirious. I was ready to take her to
the hospital but I changed my mind I asked Alice to call Dr. Martin,
and good thing he was home on this time of day. I hugged Jenny tight
hoping some of my heat would warm her up. Thirty minutes later Dr.
Martin arrived. He immediately gave her a shot to stabilize her
temperature. He stayed a while to make sure everything’s okay with
Jenny.
Dr. Martin and I talked. He
asked me what we did today and what we ate. I told him everything.
Then he said that maybe all these activities made her tired today
that her body reacted to it.
“I
remembered the same thing happened when we went on the trip, she had
the headache threw up and her fever was up, but she didn’t feel
cold like this,” I explained.
“Hmm,
I think her body is losing resistant. I need to stay for a while
longer because if she’s going to react to the medication, it should
happen in the first two hours. Then we can rush her to the hospital.”
He said unsure of himself.
That really scared me, what
kind of reaction he’s talking. I watched him while he checked
Jenny’s pulse and temperature he looked a little worried,
distracted was more like it.
I stayed quiet because it
wouldn’t help him or Jenny if I asked him many questions. Instead,
I prayed to God for some help with Jenny, that she would get through
this. I prayed to give me more strength to deal with this calmly.
Alice sat next to me looked very worried. She’s new at this so she
didn’t know what to do. Jenny continued to moan and groan in her
sleep. Thirty minutes later, she got up and threw up all over her
bed. I got a bucket as quickly as I could and placed in front of her.
Dr. Martin suggested getting the car ready. “We need to take her to
the hospital right now,” he said. He got Jenny ready.
“The
car is outside the front door.” I said nervously. He asked me to
help him carry Jenny to the car, I told him I’ll carry her myself
if he could open the door for me. He sat on the back of the car and
told me to put Jenny with him so he can lay her head on his lap. I
drove the car as fast as I could to get there. On the way, he called
the hospital to get a room ready for her. When we reached the front
of the ER building, there were attendants waiting for us at the door.
They rushed Jenny to the ER and asked me to stay outside the room.
Andrea called Mike and told
him everything, she also asked him to drop by so he can pick them up
before he left for the hospital. Mike didn’t waste any time. They
got here fast. I wondered what speed Mike was doing. Mike tapped me
on the shoulder, “How is she?”
“I
don’t know yet, Dr. Martin is still in there,” I answered, “Her
fever was too high they are trying to lower it so it doesn’t fry
her brains. That scares me Mike.” I hugged Alice as she sat next to
me.
“Let’s
pray everyone,” said Mike. All of us gather around holding hands
and we prayed. After we prayed we just sat and stayed quiet, none of
us wanted to say anything. Occasionally we looked at each other then
looked at the door hoping Dr. Martin or anyone would come out.
Three hours later Dr.
Martin opened the door. I jumped on my feet and ran to him. He had a
smile on his face so I knew she is all right, but I wanted to hear
from him the real situation, “How is she?”
He responded with a smile.
“She’s fine now she’s out of danger. Her red blood cell so
depleted, but it’s all taking care of so don’t you worry. Her
fever is down but she still has it. She’s sleeping right now.”
“Can
I see her?” I asked.
“Sure,
we’ll be transferring her to ICU in a moment for overnight stay to
make sure she’s okay. Keep it short and just you,” said Dr.
Martin then he left. I went in the room and found Jenny sleeping
soundly. I held her hand and kissed it gently. After a few minutes,
the nurse attending to her asked me to go out. When I got out
everyone was anxiously waiting for the report.
“She
Is fine now, thank you Lord. Thank you.” Everyone followed me and
said thank you at the same time. I continued. “Fever’s down,
she’s sleeping soundly. She will be transfer to ICU shortly for at
least overnight so they can watch her more closely. So if you guys
all want to go home to get some rest, I’d appreciate that.”
“We
can stay and give you company at least till she gets to ICU,” said
everyone in unison.
“I’ll
be okay, you guys can’t get in the ICU anyway because I don’t
think they would let you in this time of night,” I told them sadly.
Mike shook hands with me. “I’ll come back tomorrow.”
“Thank
you Mike for driving them,” I returned Mike’s handshake, then I
turned to Alice, I gave her a hug and a kiss and said, “Go to
sleep. I’m sorry, but I need to stay here with her. I love you.”
“I
love you too,” said Alice responding to my hugs and kisses.
I turned to Andrea, gave her
a hug also, and said. “You, go to sleep. Don’t worry about the
mess in Jenny’s room tonight. I know you.” Before they left
Andrea said, “Get some sleep if possible. We don’t want you to
get sick also. I don’t think I can take care of you both being
sick, goodnight Matt. Call us if anything happened at all. I love
you, son.”
The three left me. I felt
good when Andrea called me son. It’s been along time since somebody
called me that. I waited a while for Jenny to transfer to ICU.
Jenny was finally in the
ICU. I sat on the chair next to her bed and just held her hands. I
must have drifted towards last. A dream woke me up. I looked up to
check on Jenny, the nurse was reading Jenny’s vital signs. When she
noticed I was awake, she smiled and greeted me, “Good morning.” I
greeted her back then glanced at Jenny she was sleeping soundly. She
didn’t wake up since last night, it’s almost eight in the morning
and she’s still sound asleep. She didn’t move a muscle. Dr.
Martin came in and greeted me, “Good morning, son,” patting me on
the back.
“Good
morning, Doc.,” I responded back to his greeting. He attended to
Jenny and checked her thoroughly. While checking her he talked to me,
“The nurse said that she didn’t move at all last night. Did you
see her move, Matt?”
“No,
Sir. I didn’t notice her moving at all while I was awake and I
awoke ‘till around 3 A. M. I remember looking at my watch. I must
have dozed off towards later.” I told him everything I know. He
held one of her hand and tried to pinch her fingers. Jenny didn’t
respond to it.
I interrupted him and asked,
“Is that a good sign, Doc?”
“I
don’t know yet. Let’s wait till eleven o’clock she should be
awake by then.” He said gently but unsure about it. I didn’t know
what he meant by ‘I don’t know yet.’ I picked up the phone and
tried to call home. I was waiting for somebody to pick up the phone.
The door opened and Mike came in. “Dr. Martin let me in,” he
said, “He also let the attendant know to let Andrea and Alice in
when they come visit.” Andrea answered the phone. I told her
everything about Jenny’s condition as of this moment, and I told
her that they could visit Jenny. Andrea pleased about it she said.
“We’re on our way.” She hung up the phone. Mike sat next to
Jenny and held her hands. I stood next to him, patted him on the
back, and said, “Dr. Martin said he doesn’t know when she’s
going to wake up.”
“I
know he told me outside when I asked,” answered Mike.
I worried and it made me
restless. “Scared Mike, what happened if she doesn’t wake up,”
I whined on him.
Mike responded with a
worried sound in his voice, “me too Matt me too.”
Both of us sat down next to
Jenny and just held her hand.
We talked about memorable
anecdotes we had with Jenny especially the good and peculiar ones. We
both laugh hard if it is funny. We really tried to make ourselves
happy so we won’t worry about Jenny and start thinking bad stuff.
About an hour, later or so Andrea and Alice came in the door. It’s
about 10:30 A.M. She should be at least moving a muscle if not waking
up. She remained the same way, no movement of some sort. At 11 A.M.,
Dr. Martin came back in, greeted all of us and went straight to
Jenny. He asked. “She moved anything at all a finger, anything?”
I answered. “No, Sir. She didn’t.” He looked puzzled, he waited
a while but nothing happened. That’s when he started telling us
that maybe she’s just sleeping longer and could wake up any minute
today or she might go into a coma and doesn't know how long. Before
he left, he said, “Let’s hope for the best, praying for her
couldn’t hurt right now,” he opened the door and left. We all
gathered around her, laid our hands on her, and started praying. When
we finished, we all felt some kind of peace in our hearts and told
each other about it, 2 hours had passed after she’s expected to
wake up, nothing happened, 3, 4, 5 hours passed nothing. Six o’clock,
7, 8 o’clock still nothing happened. Dr. Martin came back in and
said, “Why don’t you all go home and get some rest, visiting hour
is over. We’ll call you if there’s any progress on her.”
I spoke first. “I’ll
stay here you guys can go.”
The doctor stopped me and
said. “Matt you’d been here long enough, go home.”
“I
can’t. I can’t leave her alone by herself.” I pleaded to stay.
Mike interrupted me and said. “Then let me stay and watch her.”
“No,
Mike. I want to stay. I want her to see me when she wakes up.” I
answered back. Mike asked the doctor if they could stay for just a
little while longer. Dr. Martin agreed and said, “But at 10 o’clock
I want you all to go home, not a minute later.” He smiled at us
when he left. We all gathered around her. Mike and Andrea sat on one
side of the bed. Alice and I were on the other side. We talked just
about everything but most of all we told stories that involved Jenny
in it.
Seventeen minutes passed 9
o’clock I noticed a movement on Jenny. I saw she moved her eyes.
She didn’t open them but she twitched her eyes. I said aloud. “She
twitched did you see it?” The three looked closely at her and she
did it again. Mike opened the door and called out, “Nurse Doc she’s
waking up. The nurse together with Dr. Martin came running in. Jenny
started to move more, she was moving side to side, and she’s
moaning. Dr. Martin said she’s dreaming so he tried to wake her up.
She opened her eyes. The first thing came out on her mouth was,
“ouch.” She looked around the room and said, “Hello there Matt,
Mike, Andrea, Alice, and Doctor.” She sounded puzzled. “What are
you guys doing here and when did I get here?”
I tried to juggle her
memory. “Last night remember?”
“All
I know was I got sick at the cemetery then we went home. You gave me
some pills then I went right to sleep,” said Jenny. Dr. Martin
interrupted and asked Jenny, “How are you feeling right now, any
pain? You gave us quite a scare.”
“No
kidding,” I said loudly.
They all stared at me as if
they’re telling me to be quiet.
“I
got a bad headache, and very nauseated,” complained Jenny.
“Don’t
worry about that. I’ll take care of that, but at least your fever’s
gone,” said Dr. Martin with a smile.
Jenny stayed at the
hospital two more days. After how many days rest at home, she was
back to normal. She was also busy getting ready for Mike’s 23rd
birthday. She thought this might be her last birthday party for Mike.
She didn’t talk about it much but everything she did like my
wedding, thanksgiving, now Mike’s birthday, she made sure it would
be something very special. She always said, “I might not have this
again so I better do it and do it good.” Two weeks from now would
be Mike’s birthday; she wanted him to remember this day forever.
© 2011 jenny nieuwsma
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jenny nieuwsmaNaga City, Bicol, Philippines
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My husband and i are missionary here in the Philippines. We are from Ft. Worth Texas. I like writing anything God put in my mind or just my own thought. so, pretty much random thoughts? more..
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