Wishes

I stare at these four walls

Wishing I wasn't here

Wishing my life carried some meaning

Wishing I didn't have so much to fear

 

I listen to strange voice's

They shouldn't be so strange

They are those of my family

But over time they did change

 

When was the last day I wasn't worried?

I really haven't a hint

I'm only fourteen in this life of mine

Yet I'm ready for the end of this stint

 

I just want the disappointment to end

Not really my life

I just want to be happier

To live without this strife.