Overwhelming All Nighters

Help me,
I'm drowning
in words I do not
understand,
I'm blurring
the lines of the ordinary
in a struggle
to make sense
of sense
and reason out reason
and it is pulling my mind
apart,
as I try to pull myself
together.

Help me,
I am spinning
in circles
as I write straight,
and pick apart the pieces
to build a block of solidity
from the void
I call knowledge,
and the easy task
of writing has
reduced my words
to babble,
and the pages
down to ink.

Help me,
I'm about
to break in two
the three parts
that make me sane;
mind, body, soul
have ceased to exist
as I pick up my pen
once more
and physicalise
the ideas that my brain
haven't even begun
to form
just yet.

Author's Note

Just ranting and stressed