THIS IS WHAT I GET

This is what I get for getting what I don't deserve in the first place. This is what I get for not knowing whether my actions may hurt some. This is what I get for thinking that he's the right one. This is what I get for believing that he's mine just because he gave me the love I think I really deserve. This is what I get for hurting some people while me, myself is hurting too. This is what I get for not knowing that there's someone loving him already. This is what I get for being too friendly. This is what I get for thinking that everyone is my friend. This is what I get for trusting them. This is what I get for THINKING THAT EVERYONE WILL EVER UNDERSTAND ME.

THIS IS WHAT I GET--- GETTING HURT IN THE END.

THIS IS WHAT I GET--- CRYING EVERY NIGHT FOR ALL THE ACTIONS I MADE.

THIS IS WHAT I GET--- ALWAYS BEING SAD ABOUT EVERYTHING.

THIS IS WHAT I GET--- CRASHING BECAUSE OF MY LIFE.

THIS IS WHAT I GET BECAUSE THIS IS WHAT I DESERVE.