flirting with disater

... the very essence of it makes it exciting and still extremely terrifying

boy likes girl. girl likes boy.

self destruction is pending.

things will and do end up all wrong.

liquid amber fuel builds up my confidence.

talk hurts.

amber tears flow silently.

my liquid confidence burns slowly.

black courage wills me forward.

wills the tears away.

wills me to keep up the charade.

the monster calls to me.

the burn i feel.

the nirvana after.

be careful with what lies before.

if your heart isnt fully healed.

if your not fully aware of where you stand.

you end up hurt.

emotionally and physically.