indescribable

many times have i felt this way... feelings soar at once making it too difficult to concentrate on one

i dont know how to describe it....

this feeling inside...

these feelings inside...

love, like, unsure, hurt, lust....

i wanna scream!

i wanna throw something!

sitting alone when i felt the tearing at my heart

the familar ache when something 

is discovered

something that makes you topsy turvy

i saw red.

not anger, not hate, just red

something i havent seen in a long time

i see silver too

its never good to cry over spilled milk

but im not crying

i didnt cry

i just saw the red and silver

although things are better on the outside

things on the inside are not