Gangsta love

A Story by caseface

A girl who loves her boyfriend so much and its going to be hard to let go.

My names Catie and I have an 18 year old boyfriend who is doing bad things in his life right now. My boyfriends name is John and I care very deeply about him but with all of his issues makes me worry about our relationship. He is very different from the other guys I have dated. I guess you could call him a “gangster”, which I am defiantly, not use to dating. But there’s that side of him I love, the caring, generous, thoughtful, and sweet side that makes it hard for me to let him go.

John likes to sell and do drugs, steal, and fight. He lives off these things, at least one happens everyday. I get very paranoid being with him in public because someone could pull out a gun and shoot one of us. I have been dating him for six months and he recently just joined a gang. When I first heard about it I froze, I thought that our relationship would not work out because I have very strict parents and he would be to busy for me. But I really don’t care what people think about us, because the first day I met him I knew he was the one for me. I love him and I don’t want our relationship to end.

Just the other day he robbed this kid at gun point. I was in the car terrified that he could possibly shoot someone. He saw my face and he knew how frightened I was so he put the gun away and jumped in the car and drove off. He dropped me off at my house and I got a call later on from one of his friends telling me that John went back and shot that same kid because he found out that he was going to jump him. So he found him and shot him just as the kid was about to pull out his gun. I can’t go on like this. I don’t want to see him lose his life from something stupid. I have to tell someone because I love him with all of my heart and I don’t want him to get hurt.