Another

Another shot, another bowl, another hit

Number with each passing day

Your name slowly fading, along with everything else I once held dear

Nothing matters, nothing stays

Oh how dangerous a feeling, to have nothing to lose

To have no heart, no love, emotionless.

 

The sky alight with bright colours, artificial bliss

Inhale, exhale

Pale purple clouds blot the night

Inhale, exhale

Fluorescent green trails across the sky

Inhale, exhale

Bright green eyes in my mind

The one piece of you I’ll never forget

The way they stopped sparkling like they used to,

The way they stopped lighting up,

When you saw me.

 

Another, another, another

Drown you out

More, more, more

Drowning myself

Until there’s nothing left

Nothing more of the girl you once knew

Of her heart that you once held

Of her smile you once caused

Of her happiness you now broke.