We Live in Darkness

A Poem by xxox

You know , sometimes life doesn’t go as planned
and as much as your sacrifice for others you loose
it's intelligent to wish for a better place to land
maybe this was all something you wanted to choose.

Some say this is a gift and you are blessed to be here..
disagreement and negativity fill my mind when you mention “God”
why does this supposedly happy heavenly father have us in fear?
can we stop bullshitting ourselves and see that he's just a fraud.

What the f**k is love when it doesn’t even exist
the definitions wrong because it's impossible, there isn’t one
you don’t agree? then go live the false dream , I insist
if this is all so real and planned out, then why do we want to run?

False words, lost hope, crushed dreams and tears down her face
a life worth nothing , no talents , so mature yet so young and lost
days are all the same , just getting along and trying to find her place
all her mistakes, everything she's done wrong , now she pays the cost.

She thinks she’s ugly because of the girls that win
they do nothing but act fake and for some reason there the ones you want to be
if there’s a f*****g hell that’s where they should go , just full of sin
maybe boys are just blinded by a flat stomach and makeup, and its all they can see.

Were all so alone in this big place that was created on evil lies
everyone you give your heart too seems to throw it on the floor
I guess this extreme higher power should of gave us better eyes
maybe if this life wasn’t cruel , young girls wouldn’t feel so sore.

So here we go..
"God" I just want you to know
that deeply and happily I pray
that maybe you'll finally go away
and go hurt someone else with your lies
I don’t want anymore tears to fill my eyes
so my lord, if your absence would just increase
that would be the day we would finally have peace.