Nothing I Can Do.

A Poem by xxox

so get lost if your really going to go
forget everything , leave for that hoe
you think she gives you more then me
she'll leave you so broken, you'll see

tell me , if you never really cared then why did you fight
if i wasn't what you wanted then why didn't i leave your sight
sure there was a few guys but you knew they meant nothing
why did you forgive me then take off like you were you just bluffing

if your so perfect with being single and free
then please explain why you are all i still see
if f*****g around just feels so god damn right
why am i always crying myself to sleep at night

your so embarrassed you lie about what we had
im only in denial because you make me so sad
if you would of chose me , I'd still be standing at your side
but honestly nothing about us was ever real you only lied

you told her one thing , went back and lied to me
can you honestly tell me your happy being "free"
if your serious with everything you said
then why were you constantly in my bed

i really wish i could say that im done with you and finally, im going to move on
but your still in my heart and id do anything to get rid of you, just make you gone
you were there to make me smile now all i know how to do is cry
and tomorrow will be a new fight , now you just make me want to die

am i stupid and dumb because im still stuck with how i feel
man why do you think you cause no pain when you "wheel"
sure i went for him but do you not get im still in love with you
i want you back so bad , but its done and there's nothing i can do.