Memories

even though it hurts so much were finally through
 i still don't believe that's the end of me and you
i got messed over, you really hit me hard
man these feelings caught me off guard

i still remember the first time we actually met
you said i looked hot even with my hair dripping wet
or the time you left because i wouldn't look at your face
but after you called to make sure i got home safe

the first time we kissed is hard to forget, we put on quite the show
we both drank way too much and in front of everyone we decided to let go
i still look back on the time you ditched your friends and wouldn't leave
i yelled at you about all the girls, you cared and it was hard to believe

you would text me everyday just too see what was going on
i remember you told me you really missed me when i was gone
still cant forget when we stole the car ,you were such a drunk a*s in the back seat
all you wanted to do was hold my hand, it was summer and you needed my heat

one of the cutest things you've ever said was that time in the pool
you said you were crazy about me and i thought you were a fool
you made me laugh so hard when we both pulled up to that stop sign
it was the first time i was out driving and you made me miss the line

you took me to the craziest places with all your friends
all those nights spent with you , the fun just never ends
we didn't talk for one week when we had our first big fight
you gave in first and we talked for 3 days non stop all night

it was so random when we played 21 questions till 5 in the morning
you got me to sneak out so early and  i just got off with a warning
you were such a f*g with your unfunny jokes and your phone slaps
or when you came over and showed me your collection of beer caps

i used to love to come and watch you play all your games
i spent the first one trying to figure out everyone's names
you'd always notice me in the back even on the ice
and the way you looked at me always felt so nice

i will always remember all the laughter , fights , kisses, drinks, and every late night
those are the memories that taught me who you were , this is why i held on so tight
now i look at you and im not sure who you are
maybe im still too close and your too far

you were the only person that could make me cry then smile all in the same day
honestly everyday is a new struggle to remind myself without you ill be okay
please don't you ever loose that person that you showed me
and one day some lucky girl will get the true you to see.

Reviews

[Paradoxical]

The last stanza is my favorite. these words are so thoughtful and even though you use slang sometimes, it added to the overall mood and message that the whole portrayed. so amazing!