July 22nd, 2012.

I'm so scared. I'm meeting him today. Oh my god. I can't even. Like, my stomach is in knots. And really, I don't even know why I'm so nervous. Just the fact that I love him and I'm meeting him and I'm coming home with a boyfriend today, and I'm finally not going to be dumped after 3 months, and I'm going to not be single, and I'm going to actually have a boyfriend that likes me and isn't a fake.

I'm

so

f*****g

scared.

YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW.