Mommy and Daddy

Mommy and Daddy,
I want to know
Why do you fight like so?
Is it because money is tight?
Or Daddy wasn't right?
Daddy, you make Mommy cry
I hope you see the fear in her eyes
Mommy,I feel bad for you
I'm sorry for everything you go through
Why are we still here?
In this hell hole?
I guess people do care cause Grandma cried
When I told her my parents hate me
didn't mean to make her cry but later on she told me not to lie
Sometimes I think about ending it all
About to reach for a knife,but I always can recall
The times that made me laugh
Sometimes I think about my secret scar
And how good that felt
I reach for the knife this time I'm gonna go deep
But I cant so silently I weep
Its not my fault
I'm so messed up
Its not my fault
I'm filled with flaws
Its not my fault
I cant get anything right
I can really just end it all
I wont have to curl in a ball
Every Night and cry myself to sleep
But then I think of you
So my fight must go on
Every movement cause sheer pain
But its all for you