You Tried To Kill Me With Your Shot Gun

Number 1, I was just another victim. A victim to your little amusement, turning the tides one by one against me.

Number 2, You always made me smile, make me laugh, and even in your twisted words, I always forgave you. Yet, I didn't believe I was setting myself into another endless pit.

Number 3, I loved everything about you, but even though I've seen hotter guys, I always thought you were beautiful. Everything you wanted, you never seemed to receive, yet you wanted everything I didn't want, but we were so different.

Number 4, Richness, I would have done anything, but when I realized I knew that to forgive you was a mistake. You loved endless beauty, you loved the untainted, you loved everything I wasn't. When I ran to you, you weren't there, but I let my guard down every time. You loved the innocent, but how did I look in your eyes? Mostly likely ordinary.

Number 5, You deserved better, I wasn't enough for you. Everyone else say I deserved better, but when I look at myself, I don't even think I was worthy. When I was in a serious condition, all you did was act surprised, and that was when I made my turn. Flipped my head, and I saw the true side of you. I know what I did would be leaving you, but when I did the truth came out. Month has passed by, I wouldn't dare to ever tell you. I miss you.