Can I Really Ever Trust You, Again?

Chapter 4


Eyes directed back at mine, as we both head to my house. Yet, every peaks feels like I couldn't get enough. Yet leaning on the door, I could the heat on my back rising. The distance between us is so close in the damn car, but why doesn't it feel close enough. It rather felt distance. Placing his fingers on his hands, he tried his best not to rather think about what had happened before when Suzaku happened to kissed the note. Could he ever take a hint? Not even the ferocious battle of domination when they kissed has been kept from his head. His body still quivered with ecstasy, even when tried not to show it to the man he has been with the whole time. With memories that hasn't fade, his hickey still remained after a while. Even though he was sure that his class mates had seen them, he had tried his best to hid it. Little did he know, the car had came to a stop, as if approached the gates of the house. While Suzaku had known, Lelouch was rather distracted by the presences of Suzaku. Looking at Suzaku, it was obvious that he had a smile on his face, but why would he only show it now. Didn't he use to hate me? Everyday, he would look at me with a hateful glare, but now he shows me tenderness? Looking at him, I could see he had approached me from a distance that made it rather difficult for me to breath, inhaling deeply, my checks heating, and his eyes against mine. Looking away from him, he chuckled a bit, but why did it sound as if he was laughing at me. "Lelouch, I think its about time for me to give you your lesson." Curious about what he meant, I for a second thought he was going to do something sexually related, but he had only proved me wrong, as he had gotten out of the car.

Walking inside the house was no big deal, but walking with Suzaku had changed it. The way his expression would light up even though I see nothing special in this dull house. Cleaning up after Suzaku mess had definitely wasted a lot of time. Turning my eyes to meet his, his eyes made a smile that he would never ever give to me in school. Why was he being tender? I don't know. Seeking my eyes against his from time to time, he could never really had looked me in the eye. Or was there something wrong with me? Turning my head so he wouldn't see, I could feel myself doubting myself. It was just a one time thing, was it not to cease our relation? His eyes would only gaze at me. Should I not be happy? Should he be the one making the decisions? Frustration burrows my mind as I dig myself a hole, but with each hole comes a new conspiracy. Yet should I be rather focus on this man who detests me or rather my father? Slowly had time ticked, as Suzaku actually manged to get my attention. With the books stock piling on my desk, I was defeated. Slouching on the chair, I could see he actually enjoyed the lesson.

After the lesson, my body oozed with headaches. Overworking my brains because of this idiot in front of me. Looking back at Suzaku, I could tell he was pretty exhausted too. Tearing my gazes from him, I could rather stumble about his appearances. Ever since Saturday, all I could think about what we had been doing that night. He would had only looked at me and only me. Yet, my lips could still tingle from the memory, as heat rises to my checks. My reaction was rather out of stupidity, my love for him wasn't love. It was best just to leave thing between tutor and student, so why must his lips place on the note with such sincerity. "Lelouch," He calls my name. Trying not to look at him, I lowered my eyes to the ground, but rather kept my facial direct towards him. "You just got a call," Suzaku looks at me as he plasters on that smile at me, but yet my eyes could only be direct to his. Trying to focus, so his significant would be sputtered all over me. I eagerly retreated from the room, as if it was like my only chance of survival against these typical people. Holding my phone up and placing it on ear level, I could hear a desperate chant. Father, that was his voice, I took a deep breath trying to prepare for what father was posing a threat on. Within moment, I could hear his breath mutter my name. "Lelouch?!" His voice sounded rather nervous. "Take care of you sister, the house does not belong to us anymore," Glaring a bit, I could see my eyes trying to prepare for the shock to arrive. "I've gambled the house away, I still have the business, but after I remake the money. I'll find you a place to stay." Taking a deep breath, I tried to find sense in the world. "F**k you," I muttered into the phone, as I hit the end button right away.

The property had no longer belong to us, might as well grab Nunnally and find a way out of this stupid mess. Looking back, I had to give Suzaku a formal introduction straight out. "Hey, Suzaku. I think you should get going," touching my face, I could feel my face trying to recover up with a smile only to find that my lips, were already faking a smile. My eyes trying to solve this issues as my brain tried to find a way to get through this. Taking a deep breath, I tried to knock every thought of what father had done out of stupidity. Lips pressed together, I could feel as if it was one whole gamble. What about Nunnally, how would he actually be able to bring him with her. Within moments, I could hear banging from the front doors. I could tell they were pretty much here to seal the place up. Looking back at Suzaku, I could tell he had already had that stupid look on his face with curiosity, but when had I actually been able to understand his expressions so well. 

Turning my direction to the door, was it best to make Suzaku leave right now or open the door for the property owners to seal the place up. Looking at him, he had already made his way towards me. "Lelouch?" His expression were rather complex, i couldn't understand what was going on through those eyes of his. I haven't been able to comprehend with the situation. Taking Suzaku's arm, I brought him to the front door as I open it to see people running into the house with a bunch of people running in with tapes. Sealing the place instantly, I had no plans of being with Suzaku's comfort at the moment. The only trouble I had for the moment was Nunnally. Without thinking, I had forgotten what I had to do, bring Nunnally and watched over her. Running up the stairs, I could feel my palms getting sweaty as behind me was Suzaku. He was here, so why did his presence rather sooth me, but at the same time bring me such confusion. Looking back, I could see that Nunnally was still sitting nearby the window as she always does, but rather in a wheelchair. Reaching to her side, I could feel a brush of relief. "Father made another mistake," as I kissed her side of the hair. With only that she gave me a smile, knowing I was by her side. "Lelouch," touching her hand's and giving it a kiss, I know I just need her comfort, just to know she was safe. I was bring her with me to leave. My eyes soften at her, grabbing her wheelchair by the handles, I was thinking about a place to stay tonight. I couldn't leave her out in the cold. Looking before me was him, Suzaku. I couldn't ask him, especially not him.

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This is pretty good c: