How Can I If I Already Tried

This is a song and a poem...

How can I even know that you love me

If you always try to ignore me?

How can I even know that you love me

If you always want to curse me?

How can I even know that you love me

If you always pretend you’re in love with someone else?

 

How can I show it to you

If you always say you were busy?

How can I show it to you

If you’re always with your friends?

How can I show it to you

If there’s always someone else with you?

 

How can I? Please tell me…how?

 

I’m trying to pretend I don’t love you

I’m trying to pretend that I don’t know you

I’m trying to pretend that im rude at you

But everytime I do, it hurts me a lot

As if dying in hell only by myself

 

I’m trying to fill my time, to forget about you

I’m trying to fill my time, to stop longing for you

I’m trying to fil my time, to avoid looking into your eyes

But everytime I do, it’s always you

I want to spend every single time with…

 

Reviews

[Hannah]

Wow, this is kinda strong. It is very effectfun that you leave the reader hanging on the last word. It somehow makes it louder that if you had spelled it out. It is a nice poem. I like it!