The Fantasy or The Memories

I wish my life was my fantasy

Not my reality

 

In reality

That girl i call my best friend gets everything she wants

Even you

 

In my fantasy

I never introduced you too

And me and her are still rivals

Just like before

 

You would be with me

And my fantasy could become a reality

 

But as i picture it

Over and over

I realise what i would lose

My best friend

many other good friends

and inside jokes

And happy memories

 

So what would i rather have

 

Happiness now

or happiness then? 

Author's Note

ignore spelling and grammer