Holes In A Theoretical Net

Please,

all I ask is that someone understand,

the way my heart feels,

how everytime I hangup the phone all the effort in my body deminishes and I break down,

it seems I cannot even see her without a gaping hole appearing in my chest,

I just don't want to lose her,

don't want to have to go through that again,

and I want her to be here in a couple decades,

I don't want to have to visit her in the hospital,

as the doctor comes in and announces she had lung cancer and she's going to die soon,

I don't want to have to fight nature,

but I would if it meant saving her,

because she is my world and without her I am nothing,

and life means nothing,

but with her I feel like my world is collapsing,

simple because she is taking everything I once knew,

and threatening to take it away.

She has me wrapped around her finger,

leading me to my fate,

where I am alone because I fall in love with what is so bad for me.

Reviews

[Emmy McKenney]

Tay I love you! just remember that hun! I support you with any decision you make. I will always love you! You too are so cute I would hate to see it end this way but if thats whats best for you then I am perfectly ok with it. Lylas!