depressed

poem about depression and self confidence

I woke up today.. feeling numb whilst wondering who I have become.

wanting to cry .. don't worry there is no particular reason, for a slight second there I thought this darkness was beaten. 

Nothing weighs less than the emptiness I feel, this pain will never go; no longer is there anything more to reveal. 

I constantly feel extraordinarily ill from the crossword round about, spinning and hammering in my head, like a drill. 

Everything I do contains such a ridiculous amount of pressure.. too much bad memories and neglect to accurately measure. 

I think and think till i drive myself mad ; no ones my friend they are all judgmentally bad!

Despise the fact that near enough everyone lets you down. Never and I mean never let them make you frown. In this world and in this life Independence is the most important vice. without it you will be truly sad ... believing judgement's  from jealous hags. Believe in your self and then you will see... confidence is the happiness key <3