Psychological freind

This is a song about anorexia and how it controls a human being. This is also a story of how a anorexic got help.

Psychological friend

And I been trying and trying again ; to express my inner psychological freind.
And shes been creeping and sneaking out again, persuading me to tell lies and pretend.
And she makes me feel good over and over again, even though its considered as self destruction.
But dispite whatever people say to me over an over again, well atleast she gives me satisfaction!

And why would I stop something so grand, something that makes me in control of my one man band ? 
I feel so superoir of all of you and that makes me feel so good, and guess what none of you know? I actually considered letting her go!

CHORUS - But can I ask you a question? how did I change from happy meals to litrally nothing!
This is so high and dry ,my only hobby is the mirror and my BMI. I need to stop this anger troll controlling me ,and yes its my only need but
it feels so right.
It makes me feel special.
I feel so strong and potential!
I FEEL I'VE ACHEIVED SOMETHING OTHERS WONT CONSIDER EASY! And thats whats great about me because no one is as hard willed as me , but sorry folks im afraid I can't help ya , im to attached to my friend anna!

Repeated sequence of body revenge (body revenge)
I been seeking advice from my dear freind (my dear freind)
I feel so guilty and empty inside but anna always helps me hide.
Yeah me nd anna we are entering a slow suicide ; shes my role model most of the time.
But sometimes I want to follow my dreams but that makes anna angry ! Yeah and sometimes she may go away, but she will come ,come back another day! exsept this time not with a punch ;with a mother f*****g gun!

CHORUS - But can I ask you a question? how did I change from happy meals to litrally nothing!
This is so high and dry ;my only hobby is the mirror and my BMI. I need to stop this anger troll ,controlling me and yes its my only need but
it feels so right.
It makes me feel special.
I feel so strong and potential!
I FEEL I'VE ACHEIVED SOMETHING OTHERS WONT CONSIDER EASY! And thats whats great about me because no one is as hard willed as me ,but sorry folks im afraid I can't help ya, im to attached to my friend anna!

I must stop this now, I mean seriously where will I be in 10 year times?
If I carry on like this , I will be giving my dream a miss. 
And is this all worth it? Could I be so much happyer without it?
And no matter what I do to myself it will never atually change the feelings within myself.
And although anna keeps me happy for a while , but soon enough I wont be able to pull off that same smile.
She is covering up the damage shes done with her shoes and I don't even know what I have to lose
And I am afraid anna it's either you or my dreams and your not any longer that valuble to me!
So this is goodbye from today my dear ; the dr told me to stay away and that everything will be ok if you don't interfere!

Author's Note

This song is about someone who is suffering with an eating disorder. Anna is youthamism , for the eating disorder Anorexia Nervosa.The song protrays that Anna (anorexia) is her freind. This is because it makes her(the anorexic) feel happy and strong. This song is also about how the sufferer is able to get rid of Anna as a freind. This is so that she can achieve her dreams ;anna is getting in the way. People with Anorexia Nervosa or other eating disorders are normally unable to follow their dreams. This is mainly because they obsess about the way they look and their weight all the time. Not to mention how much they r losing. People with eating disorders are usaully unable to perform every day activities and normally are unable to acheive their dreams or goals(well apart from getting thinner). No one can get their dreams if they don't truly beleive in them selves! This song aims to make people who suffer with an eating disorder, to get help. This is so they can truly be happy and go for their dreams.