I'm Not Dead

I am not dead
but it sure feels like it

I try to hide it
but with him its impossible

I am weak
especially around him

I can't think
when I hear his voice

All I feel
is his hands on me

I can't lie
about how I get my new wounds

I can't hide
what his actions do to me

I can't deal
with him anymore

I'm not dead
but it sure feels like it.

Author's Note

Another poem....its not good but hey, its better than nothing. Right?