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It’s like no one can hear me scream, just me, myself and I
All cooped up in my head, so many thoughts trying to escape
But nothing seems to come

I can hear you begging for me to open up to you
That you’ll be my strength but I keep turning you away
Never on purpose, I don’t want you to go
But if I were to ask for help I’d feel weak

Everything’s getting to be too much,
All I can hear is you’re never going to be good enough
Another reason of which I am pushing you away
You deserve better, better than me

I’m too selfish too fully let you go though
I need you in my life, you’re my world
And the thought of you being happy with out me
That thought kills me

It’s a waging war inside my head
To turn to you, that’s what I need to do
But how can I when I have already messed things up
I’m a coward, I can’t face the problems I’ve created

So inside my own thoughts I sit
Over thinking, always over thinking everything.
I want to fix things, get them back to how they were
But I fear I am in too deep to do so

I’m living my own worst nightmare
A life without you
I need to prove to you that I care
That I love you
That I realize what I am doing is not how you treat
The one you love

I hope that one day you’ll forgive me
For everything I’ve put you through
For getting to wrapped up in my own world to realize
You were there the whole time to keep me from falling