Red and WhiteA Chapter by AméIn which two cities uniteI remember my mother.
A wishy-washy woman, lovely and kind-hearted. Not that brainy, perhaps, but my father
didn’t see the necessity for much cleverness in a wife. Besides, in one so lovely and sweet as my
mother, that’s irrelevant. She did like books--but
not like I did. She loved cheap
novellas, the romances much favored by the ladies-in-waiting. My father always told her not to let me near
such “useless women’s books”, and she agreed, saying that they were not for
me. She fretted when I frustrated my
tutors, saying I should trust their teachings, but my father called me clever. She loved spending
time with me; I was her only daughter, after all, and if I wasn’t as sweet as
she was, she told me that I looked much sweeter, and should show it off in
silence. For a pretty
woman, she was rather negligent of jewelry.
The only accessory she truly treasured was a red pendant on a golden
chain--and it was mine. My father had
found the stone on a hunting trip when I was still in her womb. She was enchanted by it, and had it framed by
gold and hung on gold. She said she
could see it worn by a beautiful girl of red and white, a winter goddess. Sure enough I, a
girl, was born in winter, and the necklace was laid around my neck on my first
birthday. My skin was fair and my lips
were blushing, even then. They wrapped
me in green velvet, and ever after, I was most often dressed in green. They said I looked like a sprig of holly in
the snow: the green, the red, the white. When I was thirteen years old, my mother died of a heart
complication. At least, that was the
medical explanation. Other people said
it was because she was so sensitive and soft, and that her heart didn’t bear
seeing the City fall. Normally, I’d say
that was nonsense, but since it was my mother being spoken of, I wasn’t so
sure. The City was under
my father’s command. He was its lord,
and within our walls, all was well, until trade weakened. People became poorer and angrier, and
criminals sprang to life where honest citizens once were. I was strong; I
wasn’t like my mother, who was sweet and weak in her endearing way. Despite losing her and seeing the City go to
ruin, I reassured myself that I still had a good future ahead of me. If things came to their worst, my father told
me, I could pack up, take to the road, and continue my education at his sister’s
house. I liked this plan, though I was a
bit daunted by my aunt’s reputation as a sorceress. “Her name is
Silver,” he told me. “Isn’t my aunt
called “No"people of her
order take new names, and the silly woman wishes to be called Silver.” “So she is a witch,” said I, thirteen-year-old
eyes growing round. “Of all things
there are the good and the bad,” said my father heavily, “and my sister is a
trusty one. And didn’t I say that she is
our last resort? There are other
solutions yet.” “I told you, daughter,” he boomed one day, “there are
other solutions! We are saved.” “What?” I stood
up, excited. “What news do you have,
Father?” “We are to be
twins with a certain other city, not very far away.” “Which one?” “The This was good
news! The “How have you
forged this alliance?” I asked him.
Everything seemed to be going the right way again. “Well,” he said,
ever more softly, “I am sorry for not having told you sooner. But I excuse myself, in these times of doubt
and emergency.” He stood up straighter,
and more formally. “I am going to be
married to the Lady of the I paused. “I don’t know what to say.” My father
sighed. “You are a wise little
girl. I also miss your mother, very
much. The Lady Ruby is intelligent, a
leader, and is willing to be my lifelong companion ever after. Such is the world of politics, daughter, but
do not worry. She will never be what
your mother was to me.” I smiled. “You’re right, Father. And everything will be good from now on. And…” “And what, clever
girl?” “And you always
know the right thing to say.” He laughed,
heartened by my humor. He left my study,
and I fell again into a frown. The Lady
Ruby, was it? A leader. I was not used to having another willful
woman in the house. It was a forest green dress, lined with gold, that I chose
to wear for the special meal. I was to
meet the Lady Ruby for the first time, and she me. My mother used to
twirl her chestnut hair up when dressing.
She would pin it with bronze pins with rose-colored gems. Her dresses were always pastel-colored, coral
pink, beige, milky green or blue. Her
skin was always flushed (except in her last days). Her beauty was gentle, and this was why she
wished to have a starkly beautiful daughter: red, black and white. Our features, though, were alike. But because of our differences, we could
never wear the same colors. When I entered the
dining room, my eyes were on the floor, and the first thing I saw was the dark
red hem of a beautiful dress. It rustled
as the woman in it turned in her seat to look at me. Her voice was
smooth and cold. “Little Alva,” she
said, and smiled as she rose. “I am Lady
Ruby, your father’s bride-to-be.” “Lady Ruby,” I
bowed. My father seemed
happy about our meeting, and he ate cheerfully.
I, however, found it hard to dine normally, as I seemed ever under Lady
Ruby’s scrutiny. At length, my father noticed
the silence and began the conversation. “My daughter has
been to see your city, my Ruby, and she thought it fair then.” “You did?” she
said, looking into my eyes. “I am
delighted. When was this?” “When I was,
maybe, seven years old. I am thirteen,
now,” I added. “Oh! That was years ago, then. It is far more beautiful now.” My father said,
“That’s true, Alva. She has lampposts
studded with rubies, lining the streets.” “That’s
wonderful!” I said, impressed. “And no
one steals them?” My father looked
embarrassed, and the Lady laughed loudly. “I forgive you,
little girl,” she said to me, “but there are no thieves in the I paused. “I am sorry.
I have gotten used to the state of affairs in this city, lately. May I ask, Lady, if you were born in your city? It seems marvelous that you are named Ruby,
and everything about you is red, as well.” She laughed, but
very coldly, this time. My father said,
“As I told you, very inquisitive, she is, my little girl!” “So she is!” she
said to my father. “You never thought to
ask that question, yourself; but you do know that I was the founder of that
city.” “You were luckily
named, then,” I remarked. “Oh, am I?” she
laughed. I was starting to hate her
laughter. How could anyone laugh at the
least amusing things? “My mother wished
for a fair-complexioned little girl, to name ‘Alva’; she got me,” I explained. “Yes; with such
black hair, too, that couldn’t be found anywhere else,” she agreed. “You could almost be my daughter, with locks like that!”
And she twirled a strand of her own coal-black hair around a fair
finger. I shuddered, momentarily
angry, but rallied on: “Hair like yours or mine is truly uncommon.” I did not say ours. She leaned forward
and touched my cheek across the table.
“And such a frighteningly pretty face, too!” I froze. “Yours also, dear lady. Frighteningly… pretty,” I added a bit late. My father said
hastily, “I am fortunate to dine with such fair ladies tonight.” Such was our first
supper together. They did not get better
with time. © 2011 Amé |
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Added on January 15, 2011 Last Updated on January 15, 2011 AuthorAméMetro Manila, PhilippinesAboutI am eighteen summers old and I live in the supremely messy city of Metro Manila. Adventurer, neurotic escapist, and regular victim of the circumstances (but aren't we all trying to get over that?). .. more..Writing
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