Where was he?

A 16 year old who's dad left when she was two, shes seen him on and off.

Where was you

When I started secondary school

When I had my prom

When I needed you

 

I needed you

Your no where to be seen

Your too busy with your new family

Your not interested in me

 

I don't know

Why don't you want me

Why don't you care

Why don't you put some effort in

 

I suppose you

Could have texted me

Could have called me

Could have wrote to me

 

Who are you

What do you do for a living

What is your favourite colour

What colour are your eyes

 

Now i'll never know you truly

Atleast I know a few things about you

You are lazy

You don't bother with the kids you don't like

You don't love me

 

I think all of this

Because....

You were never there for me

You were never around

And you don't bother with me

 

I know who you

love more...

My sister

Yourself

Money

 

I've learnt to live without you

by....

Not going to father and daughter events

Teaching myself alot of things you should have

also by loving myself

 

And knowing...

I'm worth more than what you treat me

You're not worth my time or effort

I'm going to make something of my life and make myself proud not you!

 

 

Author's Note

Let me know what you think :) This poem means quite a lot to me because Its very personal so please review and let me know what you think :) Thank youu :)

Reviews

[Angela]

You know, this doesn't really need a review. It is self emoting, and that in itsself is beautiful. It had to feel good to get that out. I wouldn't dare try to review that. It's too precious. You make sure you live up to that last line!

[Rose Masen]

I can totally relate to the emotional roller coaster in this one. You bear big time hurt within this write. I'm truly sorry for it, as well. To go about life participating in things that should have included him, to do things which you shouldn't have and he would have let you know the consequences of your actions. All of the little things. They matter the most, and are missed the most deepest. I loved it.

[Crowley]

Being a father that has been divorced with kids, this hits the heartstrings pretty hard. It is so important to be dad no matter what, I would so miss my kids, there would be no way I could do that. Very emotional write...loved it.