I'll Never Not Love You

A Story by Grey

A very angry letter I after my boyfriend of four years left me.

Dear Anonymous,

I have no feelings for you.

I could write this a thousand times and it would still never be true. Because you damaged me so badly, I cannot be touched by another without thinking of your hands and the way they fit perfectly in mine, or the way they felt as you caressed my bare skin. I cannot go to any of my old favorite spots without thinking of the bright smile on your face when I shared these once favorite places with you. I can't even stand to be looked at anymore.

I feel you everywhere I go, you're like a ghost haunting my every move. When I think of another I hear you whispering sweet nothings in my ear. When I caressed my new lovers lips with mine last night I looked back up at him and saw you, I pushed him away and when he asked me what was wrong I couldn't even answer. Because the sad truth is I love you, and I always will. I will never get over you I will always taste your kisses like blood in my mouth, feel your hands run down my body like thick sheets of ice. My heart will always skip a beat when I see someone who looks like you even only slightly. I will never forget the way you ruined me. I hope this letter forces you to realize the harm you're causing others and I hope you fix the problem.

Goodbye Forever.

Your Ruined Little Princess