Please

Where is the light at the end of the tunnel of love?
Fate, lack of a better word.
I sit in the small rhythm of time I still have a hold of.
In the same bed for one year today, absurd.
What can I do to win your attention?
All surrounding air is tension.
I wish we were forbidden.
Wouldn't have to put up with sick, heavy dismay.
Who in their right mind kept your emotions hidden?
Death swallows a bird, spitting a mangled blue jay.

Why do I bother being under your care?
Please let me feel something more than pain.
My existence, overwrought with despair.
Beauty behold, there is not much effort to gain.
Why must you leave me so alone?
I can never make it in this world on my own.
I didn't have to tell you I love you for you to need me.
The tears I wish I never had to meet.
Please, just let me go free.
Taste it just on your lips, so unsweet.