sometimes you make me think

I don’t understand you a lot of the time.
You can’t get on my good side.
Everyday it seems like one of us committed a crime.
But it’s not like I actually lied.
I hate you sometimes but I never mention it.
I just wish you would care a bit.
You don’t understand me I know.
Ever since the doctors, it seems everyone wants to go.
Including you.
I don’t want to know about what you do.
Sometimes I need you ask me what’s wrong.
Because guaranteed you’re involved with what’s going on.
So I ask please, worry for me.
Except we all know you don’t see.
“it’s okay because we’re in love,”
No it’s not. Not anymore.
Sometimes I wonder, what’s above?
All your doubt leaves me sore.

True I am the one who doesn’t believe. But all I ask is kindness. Next time I decide to leave, Give me pity and play along. I want your love. I want you to tell me every detail about your life. I’ve accepted most as “that’s just the way she is” but now I can’t do that. You’re too much of the opposite and I must say, I do have much thinking to do. I get a free break every once in a while. You do too. But yours are far better than mine. You never stay mad. Anger is all I feel. You invade my mind as an eclipse. You’re all I think about. I don’t want to be a memory from far in your past I want to be a beloved that you will forever cherish. I adore you and you’re beautiful. But I need a lot of time. I love you with all my heart.
Forever more-
-All That Has Kept Us Apart