Wake up (Letting go)

Another one for my best friend Roman...

Living in a fantasy world
To escape reality
Everything I thought I had
Seems to have been a dream
Wandering aimlessly
Through the streets of my mind
Hoping though impossible
That I may find the light
Tired of living in a world of dreams
Its time to open my eyes
And horrifying as it may be
I'll watch my life pass me by
If I hold on long enough
maybe someday I will find
That place inside my heart
Ive always tried to hide
And if someday the wind should blow
You back into my life
I hope it isn't far too late
To try to change my mind