Accept Me..

 

 

 

Accept Me…

So here
I am.

Staring at
My ceiling.

 

Wondering what
To do,

Wondering what
To say…

 

I have so
Many emotions,
Flowing
Abay...

 

All I have
To say,
Is will you
Stay?

 

You know
How I feel,
You know
That I
Will always
Be there for
You,

If you let me…

 

You are one
Of my bestfriends,

And I’m hoping
You will be with me,
To the end…

Even if I have
problems
I have to face,
I still hope you
Will accept me…
 

I am so used,
To being
Judged.

Over everything
I do…

I’m just hoping…

It won’t be like
That,
With you….

You know how
Much I trust
You…

You know how
Much I care…

But how much
Would it take,

For you to
Just abandon me
Without

A flare?

Will you accept
Me?
Will you be there
For me?
Or are you going
To give up on me?
Even though

You mean the
World to me..,

I wrote this, when I admitted about my eating disorder… Um, I wrote a poem about it,
But I deleted it… I was afraid that he was going to think I was a freak…
Or stop talking to me… Or not love me…
Or treat me different…
But…
He didn’t…