On Crying

"Why am I always crying?" you might ask yourself.

Let me tell you, you are not emo.

Don't go cutting yourself quite yet.

There are these things called "mood swings."

They basically suck.

Most likely, you will cry because of the usual:

you feel your life is falling apart.

 

your boyfriend is being an a*s.

you feel like you're being an a*s to your boyfriend.

you find yourself looking at happy people with malice.

you feel like you're drifting away from your best friend.

you write her a note explaining why you were bawling your eyes out.

she'll read it, and give you a hug, maybe even a 'sorry'.

 

thats not how it works for me.

I cry because I fight when I'm moody.

I get myself into trouble when I have cramps.

I lie when I get bloated.

 

What song am listening to?

Only One- Yellowcard.

 

Who am I thinking of?

Cruz. <33

 

Why and What of?

Because of the episode that happened today. I was standing outside, waiting for Jessica-on-crutches to walk out of the door, and out comes Destany, attached to him. She's going off about something and I see him in my periph. checking me out. She asks him "Don't you think that's stupid??" and he's like "What? Sorry, I wasn't listening."

and so I laughed my arson off and walked away to find crutch. 

When I did find her, we got on the bus, and I told her the story, loud enough for him to hear, she got off, and he didn't speak to me, except for when he said "Hahaha." and Destany gave him this look and he's like "I don't even know that girl."

 

Dude, I miss Bryan.

I miss Aaron.

>.<