Thought of the day 07-03-08

Needing to vent....writing is always my best venting way...

 

 

It almost amazes me how no matter what I do, NOTHING will end this stupid, un-needed, cycle of drama. Teenage years may be the best times of my life..but they honestly suck sometimes. According to my friends I'm not the kind to go out and start drama. i do try my hardest to stop it from happening. Somehow..my best never stops my ex best friend from continuously starting drama over and over and over again. if it isn't her saying something directly about me... it's her saying something about me to my friends who of course like all good friends tell me. It's been almost ayear now and she still cannot get over the fact that her ex boyfriend doesn't like her anymore and likes me. For hells sake she cheated on him, and broke up wiht him like ten times then went crawling back to him. He of course regrets ever taking her back in the first place nether the less half the time she came crawling back. Until last year he offically called it off for good. About a month later, him and i randomly just started talking, and she didn't like it. She flipped out and well, from then on...its been a constant war of waiting for her to just get over it, and move on. Everyone can see and always tells me how obvious it is she still likes him. my own mother can see that! and my mom knows barely anything about my friend / personal life nethertheless my friends (or ex friends) personal life. But yes, constant constant drama that she blames on me. *sigh* what is it about teenage girl life? why does there have to be drama after drama after drama? I mean it couldn't kill her to just let go of it, and be happy for someone else for once even if MAYBE she doesn't really like the idea. None of my other friends really liked the idea of me datinghim (anth) until they got to know him. Now they all are extremely happy for me. Idk....i could go on and on...but i still don't get what all the drama in teenage girl life is all about.

JEESH!

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