What is wrong with me??

I don't understand why I feel like this.

I feel like I'm not myself.

Have I gone mad??

I'm so confused..

I feel like there is someone clawing from underneath me,

Fighting to get out, but the shell closes in on it..

My head is spinning, or so it seems..

I get bored with things and other people very easily.

And I feel like being alone wouldn't be that bad...

What has happened to me??

Where has the Makayla, that everybody loves, run off to??

Who am I??

Why am I here??

What is wrong with me??