x- The Drug -xA Poem by x-aki-xYou learn drugs,live drugs,speak drugs,sleep drugs,eat&drink drugs. You tire drugs,hate drugs,abhor drugs...but you die because it's drugs.
When voices become frail,
and your eyes close down slowly. and when your senses come to fail, when your mind goes blank, you feel it touch you. When you keep yourself alone, and you sit there in yourself. and when you spend, the whole day in that room, you feel it talk to you. When you stop being happy, and your heart feels sad. and when melancholy sinks in, when you start to gain its strength, you feel it preach you. When you smile at the sight of blood, and your nerves don’t cry. and when u cut yourself again, when you breathe away all the pain, you feel it with you. When you dress in all the rage, and you feel yourself look good. and when you become one of them, when you live with it, you feel it right in you. When you build a memory in your head, and you’re stuck in it. and when you race to it , when you stop at it, you feel it take over you. When you live in its agony, and you’re locked inside. and when you think about it, when you bleed for it. you feel it engulf you. When you’re sick of living this, and you’re tired of all the pain. and when you want your life back , when you want to breathe, you feel it fight over you. When you try so hard to give up, and you still want more. and when you long to be happy, when you drive yourself insane, you feel it killing you. When you give it all you got, and you realize it’s late. and when you lay there in pain, when real pain stays there, you feel it betray you. When you have your loved ones here, and you want them to help out. And when you know it can’t be done, when there’s only a dying heart. you feel it mock at you. When you have yourself struggling, For pure air in your thin frame. and when you shut your eyes slowly, when you die down into peace. you feel nothing more than a wretched soul wandering nowhere… -aki. © 2011 x-aki-x |
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1 Review Added on August 19, 2011 Last Updated on August 19, 2011 Authorx-aki-xDubai, United Arab EmiratesAboutI like playing with words and in my works, i love bringing a tinge of change all the time-although not always noticeable. My name's Bhumika (call me Aki) I'm Indian, been in the UAE pretty much a.. more..Writing
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