x- Only You -x

You can't decipher his mind. u know what he is and how he is. You are puzzled to an extreme.

I breathe your essence,
I feel your pain.
I feel your anger,
When u try but all in vain.
But I'm curious to know,
What lies in your mind.

Everything u say,
Stays restricted and confined.
Your silence kills me,
I feel I’d burst out.
Your grim eyes they speak,
They tell me you stay weak.

I hate your patience,
For what they do to you.
If i were free,
I would tear them apart.

A bloody chaos I find myself in,
when your gaze repels mine.
I question myself then
what I did, was it right.

When you prefer anger,
It stings and burns.
You are so much like me,
but yet so different.
I can’t help your love for me
you’re completely taking over me.

You remain the drug,
And I, your victim.
It would be like heaven,
To worship you.
I would pray for us,
To stay immortal.

Aye, my greed is too much,
To part with you is too much.
If it happened I’ve prepared,
To curse the heavens,
For taking you away.

I’ve known what you feel,
Where, when and how.
But I still don’t know,
What lies in your mind.
For everything you say,
Stays restricted and confined.

Is there something you hide?
Because it’s killing me inside.
I promised to stay by your side.

Every time you hide,
I will try to seek.
Keep me strong,
Don’t make me weak.

And yes I would die,
To see you smile.
Because it is something worthwhile.

-aki.