x- Silently Floating -x

Another dark poem/song, where the person gives up after trying her best to live through what she lives through every day.

How can I survive,
This deadly fear in my mind,
Where I find myself sinking?
There’s no way out to breathing.
I wanna find peace,
and a li’l bit of harmony.
I wanna find that peace,
Where I can die in peace.
How intensified were those wounds?
How much the pain had engulfed me
Towards the darker side where nothing else,
I could see. And oh so peaceful,
When I remained there,
Silently floating.
Everyday was like a monster
Of emotions of pain and anger,
Rage that filled up inside of me,
Until a drop of blood on the
Floor by the savior, the
Edges of steel, and no crying
Doesn’t help at all.
Only want to die in peace.
How intensified were those wounds?
How much pain had engulfed me,
Towards the darker side where nothing else,
I could see, and oh so peaceful,
When I remained there,
Silently floating.
To ease all the pressure,
To overcome my fears,
All I needed was to cut
Myself again and again.
But the pain had become so much,
I had to find another way.
So I decided,
To remain there,
Silently floating,
Silently floating,
Silently floating,
Over there.


-aki.