Introduction

Based off of a true story. Some events have been changed, to help it be more of a story instead of a journal entry.

Who would have thought..

 

That all the little things I could have done wrong, would send a boy running? Certainly not I. During these past few months, it has really been nothing but, complete misery for me. I sit in my room, and talk to my friends, the pain disappears for a few minutes, hours, but, it all has to sink back in eventually.

You do anything to escape the pain. I tried my best to forget about it but, many failed attempts sent me running back. Let's face it, for me this boy was like a drug. Having to quit anything cold turkey, is extremely difficult to do. I knew it was coming but, I still wasn't ready for the pain I guess.

The park bench, on the northern side of the park was where we always met. He would be waiting for me some days, others I would wait for him. Everytime I saw him, my heart would race. It seemed to skip a beat everytime he spoke. Just hearing his beautiful, musical voice made my heart stop. I wanted nothing more but for him to be happy, but, obviously I didn't do a good job of making him happy.

He walked up to the park bench where I sat. There was a low fog, dimming the light so that it seemed to be that of the nightly hour. His eyes, they seemed to glow as he looked at me. "We need to talk.." He said with a gentle whisper as he next to me on the bench.

He began to speak of things we did in the past, the way we used to talk and the way we would always do things together. He loved those times, as did I. It was then that I realized, as our laughter ceased, that our relationship would soon be no more. "Don't think I didn't love you, I did. Still do, it's just changed."

Those words still echo in my head this very day. That is perhaps the sweetest way to let someone go, but, it also screams -YOU MESSED UP AGAIN YOU DUMBASS!- Fortunately, I was able to save the massive collection of tears for when I got home. My room is now my sanctuary, without it, I would be a wreck.

 

Author's Note

Yes I write in 1st person..deal. >-> Rawr..Hope you like it! :D

Reviews

[F**K]

well see here i already told you how i felt about this im going to tell you on here too.. i think you capture the feelings very well and i appreciate you dedicating my name to your bio... but honestly honey you know what you are doing and dont doubt your writing... its amazing and so are you... when i do go away and pass into another world and another body i hope you know my heart goes out to you and you are just perfect the way you are...

i love you

Vinny Jimmy

[~*~Peace Keeper~*~]

I like how you write in 1st person...very good...really liked this poem...keep up the good work :)

[allonsy_doctor]

I did. Very interesting. Good beginning. Looking forward to reading the rest of the story...

[Silvario]

Nice! I think you're off to a good start. The flow of your words are sweet and easy to follow. I'm interested to see where you take the story from here. I'm interested to see if you go to 3rd person after the intro, or stick with 1st the whole way thru. Good write thus far, keep it up. :)

[CrimsonMisery]

its a good start, im curious to see how you'll continue it :)

[x-XMelodyX-x]

AAAW THANK YOOOOOOU! X3 I FEEL SPECIAL NOW!

[xXotaku-girlXx]

I think it's a really great start! I wasn't very good when I began writing, but if you enjoy it, that doesn't matter. (Besides, you'd be surprised how much crud people can publish! laugh...)
This story makes me think about my middleschool. THe drama of it all!!