Letters in the air part 2A Poem by Willem DelFuegoThe story has regained it's composure, as a father struggles to read a bed time story to a daughter suffering from selective amnesia.
Here is where we read together:
Written by our pappa: -Son and daughter- In the cabin , on this last december Pappa took me to bed Tucked me in and kissed me goodnight And said how glad He was to read to me And how glad He is that I am here His other children are abandoned Invested into sinking ships - I have so many questions- But I know the pain I have felt Is not for me, but for you Come sit by the fire In pappas lap dear Nothing required, just hear the story Innocent love I love you whole No matter if you are covered in dirt -How did you find me in the sea- No love, it was an ocean No my daughter, not the sea Yes my love, it was the city -So patient with me- Since you have been gone Gone and lost into that city Where bombs fell all around I gave myself no peace at night dear I waited to hear the voice of my child Say Pappa I am home! You rub dry eyes that have no more tears So long have you cried -He can hardly read the story- -My amnesia asks the questions- No parent would send their children Into a city that is bombarded To retrieve a broken pencil Or a torn up sheet that might have a cent Sown into its surface When in His castle there are riches And there are pillars They stretch like praise Praise holding up the constellations They make the sun rise in morning And crumble down at night And rise again like my love My baby in the morning Love makes the world hover in the dark Surrounded ever by His light Keep life alive, keep it from crumbling -I don't want you to hold up the stars- -I want to keep you by my side- A life lives such fragile beats Beats that measure my blood My baby born without a care Once this living beauty took its first real breath I prayed it keep on beating That heart I gave you No child you were not sent to die But to live in Pappas cabin A place on His lap On His breast for you ear Pappa wipes away tears His child cries on the inside Such horrors innocence sees This is not your destiny But come my love my daughter I will take you to our tree We met there first You ran to me you sang a song In a language we made together And laughing made a little ring For your little finger, you showed it to me You smiled and were so happy Look pappa! I made this for me! I was happy to plant them in the summer So in the spring my baby could pick them And make herself a little treasure My treasure was her smile Her little hand extended, her love innocent No one could take it away Now she went into the city And now she has returned There she stands before me Her dress she wore on the day of treasures Made underneath the golden tree She wore that dress when she was happy Wore that dress in terror As she ran from bombs dropping all around her Look, my baby scraped her knee! I run to you my daughter Your dress is now white And the edges are all together I run to you my daughter Your little hands reach for me And look! On your finger! Your little treasure! Oh my sweet love I am happy You came back home to me Oh my sweet love oh my daughter I love you and do not worry Do not worry sweet love where you have been Or what you have seen Your trauma has now ended And you a child of only three Have wisdom, words of the ancients Since you sat before me Before I made time a reality You go now to that city You bring your treasure dear Because where you go the flowers We planted in the spring Will be found in the summer Though winter has arrived Though rain has been dried And hasnt shown much love to soil Your reasures grow from the rubble Go now Remember the light that shined This you saw above the trees that night My man of quarter spent But now your quarter is eternal Now your quarter has paid its rent Worry not my son, sit here with Pappa Worry not what you have seen Or if anyone will believe you Its for the reason of freedom I gave it to you Now go with my sweet love Into that city where the bombs are falling She will bring her treasure, love And you will bring the song My angels dance to my song And your faces are a mirror Now shine their dance upon the lands Of my loves who will draw nearer Come now Rejoice in wealth Your poverty, your ragged dress Oh my daughter My love You are not seeing Your dress unstained As you draw near to me Covered in tears I run to you Grab you in my arms Thankful you came home Though I set my heart to find you You said you did not want to be I loved you so very much All I hoped was for you to come to me I left my cabin in the winter I left into the city The people gathered around me Knowing I was different Though I tried to blend in I did not care to be worshipped I am looking for my daughter And if I am to die in this land It will only be once I have found her I have power to lay it down Power to take it back She will not be alone And if she sees me taken And hung from a tree The instant she feels all hope is lost Will be the moment I am free My disguise covered up royalty They knew not who I was And even as all the bombs fell on the city Oh it suffered for so long But neverthe less they took me where they could decide Who I was, where I came from They wanted to see the truth See here, I must confess I agonized in this moment I found my sweet love the night before She stayed in he last garden Kept by city under seige But she would not let me catch her So I waited and she watched I knew she was stabding there I thought about the night I saw The lights above the trees In my best friends house But back to this moment My love I will return Here she comes, and I must confess This moment I did despair Not because of what life I am loosing I just wanted to hold my sweet love As she looked upon me She cried Pappa! Her hands covered up her mouth, and I saw her treasure on her finger Knew she did remember But the people who took me Turned and looked at her Saying Is this man your Pappa! They knew they had her Wanted to chase after her But she got away And they all turned back to their business Of ending me on this day But I was at peace And not afraid now For my broken body Sweet love was safe And I remembered My Pappas cabin And I closed my eyes My story has no end dear Please, dry your eyes now Or save them for your garden © 2015 Willem DelFuegoAuthor's Note
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Added on December 13, 2015 Last Updated on December 13, 2015 AuthorWillem DelFuegoTXAboutWriting is a passion, a commitment, a testimony, and it's ripping out a piece of you heart for others to consume and gain life. I write from a dark globe, though not embracing the darkness the words .. more..Writing
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