Today in Time (My World)11/14/2015

Today in Time (My World)11/14/2015

Starting as a question

within my mind.

I feel an odd sensation,

but not unfamiliar to a person in my state.

Sensations change and

pressure felt upon

the frontal lob.

Knowing the drill

and not to wait.

A bottle is found

that may correct

many mistakes if

I act in time.

And slow the progress just in time.

Seeming to stem the tide

I have some sleep

and bide my time.

But when I wake

and far to soon.

My mistakes are

coming through.

Shadows now

have turned

quite dark.

And past the stage,

a mistake was made.

My day is not in doubt,

as I expect I have bought,

a day or two, to fight a bout.

More meds come now

but still not much

as my brain fights

itself in my defense.

Between healthy choice,

and reducing pain.

I make a choice

and to be fair,

it seldom happens

in my thoughts.

As pains go away.

But still you have

the remembrance

of lost time when

you were in great pain.

And it's not that new,

and just a memory.

Carrying that memory

helps when in pain.

It's nothing new

and over 50 years

strong with memories.

So beyond the lost

time that I'm using now

to write these words

in my altered state.

It's a pain that I call

a topic of conversation.

As so much of my daily

life throughout my life,

has been me saying,

Excuse my state My headaches.

But my thought to add today is this pain maybe a bit of stress from all the pain I feel for all the world. As we mourn the lives of humans of this earth. Good and evil in the end is still a human life that should have had some value to someone. May all around the world from all evil in the past few weeks pray to their God or deity for a quiet time in some part of the world. Peace out!!

Author's Note

Forgive fast and rough but that my mind right now.

Reviews

[John Alexander McFadyen]

A sensitive piece Willard!

Second Stanza:

Sensations change and

pressure felt upon

the frontal lobe?


Starting as a question

within my mind.

I feel an odd sensation,

but not unfamiliar to a person in my state.


Sensations change and

pressure felt upon

the frontal lobe.

Knowing the drill

and not to wait.


A bottle is found

that may correct

many mistakes if

I act in time.

And slow the process.


Seeming to stem the tide

I have some sleep

and bide my time.

But when I wake,

and far to soon.


My mistakes are

coming through.

Shadows now

have turned

quite dark.


And past the stage,

a mistake was made.

My day is not in doubt,

as I expect I have bought,

a day or two, to fight a bout.


More meds come now

but still not much

as my brain fights

itself in my defense.

Between healthy choice,


and surviving pain.


I make a choice

and to be fair,

it seldom happens

in my thoughts.

As pains recede.


But still you have

the remembrance

of lost time when

you too were in great pain.


And it's not that new,

and just a memory.

Carrying that memory

helps when in pain.


It's nothing new

and over 50 years

strong with memories.


So beyond the lost

time that I'm using now

to write these words

in my altered state.


It's a pain that I call

a topic of conversation.

As so much of my daily

life throughout my life,

has been me saying,


Excuse my state My headaches.


But my thought to add today is this pain maybe a bit of stress from all the pain I feel for all the world. As we mourn the lives of humans of this earth. Good and evil in the end is still a human life that should have had some value to someone. May all around the world from all evil in the past few weeks pray to their God or deity for a quiet time in some part of the world. Peace out!!

[Willard Wells]

Thanks for stopping by and viewing my work.

[Imperfection2aT]

I think you've hit the nail on the head here. You do a great job in expressing just how much pain you are in.

[Willard Wells]

I thought you might find we had some similar pain experience. Once you have had it long enough you learn the dance of pain. Not to much medication, but enough to hopefully ease the pain unless you make a mistake.

Thanks you for allowing me to promote my own work. I am glad you found something in my work that you liked.

[Breanna Riddle]

Very well said. You described things perfectly. Thanks for sharing :)

[Willard Wells]

Got to write something when I am fighting the headache. thanks for visiting and commenting.

[Breanna Riddle]

you're welcome thanks for sharing :)

[Not here]

This was great Willard. you described the current state of things wonderfully.

[Willard Wells]

Well on that day it was first my pain and dealing with it, but as I finished up I had to speak and no reason to start a new post. Hahaha. Thank you for your kind words. Appreciated. Oh and this is what i call long. For me to write. OK maybe that's not true.

[AaronFreitas]

Definitely dark times my friend. You expressed that perfectly in this write!

[Willard Wells]

Much of my writing out of the altered state of pain and treatment. Appreciate the visit and your comments.

[wordman]

damn if you do,and damn if you don't ! not much of a choice

[Willard Wells]

Not wanting a lot of narcotics in my body is one choice and the pain being gone the other which also puts my in a catatonic state sometimes. It cam be a hard choice. But on the bright side it is a choice. Thanks for visiting my work and commenting.

[wordman]

i can relate,about 22 a day not counting the pain meds i don`t usually take.but iv`e never had a headache

[Willard Wells]

I really take nothing. I am very healthy and the headaches have been a life long endeavor. Not a pleasurable endeavor, but it does kill time and most everything else. Meds for my headache are my only real issue, so I will enjoy what I have.

[Coyote Poetry]

Powerful and needed thoughts in the words.
"May all around the world from all evil in the past few weeks pray to their God or deity for a quiet time in some part of the world. Peace out!!"
I agree with the above words my friend. Thank you for sharing your amazing poetry.
Coyote

[Willard Wells]

Thank you so much for reading and commenting on my words. The pain I had does not compare to the pain and suffering brought about by people killing in the name of a God that I doubt agrees with them.

[Coyote Poetry]

The election in 2012. Some leader in the USA. Rape is God's will. It isn't. Hate and violence is part of man. Been for the history of life. With new tech. Seem the world should improve. I always enjoy your words and thoughts.

[Rudi J.P. Lejaeghere]

Sad times indeed, Willard. Good that you put in out in words. Thank you for sharing these thoughts. :) Rudi

[Willard Wells]

Thanks Rudi. I was concerned about you as I believe you are in Belgium and I have seen some things written that give me concern for your well being. Appreciate your time in reading my words. This was kind of two for one. I was writing of my pain, but in the end the pain of the suffering was controlling my feelings and I had to add the last part.

[Rudi J.P. Lejaeghere]

Thanks for the concern, I'm good and my family too, there's a lot going on in the proximity of Brussels about the terrorist attack, I've heard on the radio today. there were also arrest in Germany; :) rudi

[Valentine]

Many of us have much physical pain...others give pain to the innocent. How do we win? Valentine

[Willard Wells]

My pain is mine and mine alone to bear. You cannot force your will on others and have a good loving heart. Those that do this have only the black heart and soul of evil. Thank you for reading my words commenting.