realization

do you ever wonder who would care if you died?

so today I got in a car crash that was nearly fatal...

I was with two of my closest friends, and we were all supposed to work tonight.

I immediately called the managers and let them know, and started asking around to see if anyone could cover our shifts.

right away, my two friends started getting texts from everyone at work, asking what happened and if they were okay..

but me? nothing.

not even a single text. no one cared that I was the one driving, I was the one who was almost killed. they cared about the other two who barely had a scratch on them.

& then I realized. no one cares about me. I almost died and no one even had the courtesy to ask about me.

my friends kept assuring me that people probably just thought I was unconscious or getting tested, but wouldn't you still have texted and asked how I was doing?

it would be nice to know that someone actually cared about me... but they don't.

what's the point of this s**t we call life?