Never say Never

Somethings I never would say

At least not to your face

I would never say I like you 

I would never want to you to know how I feel

I only want you to smile at me

To be the person I want and also need

There are somethings I badly want

To look behind and see you already staring

To know that it is okay to fall

Days are longer

But time is shorter

Nothing is what it once was

When I come home

I relive the early memories of our meeting

I relive you smiling at me

I relive turning and see you already looking at me.

I crumble to my knees 

As I come to grip with my falling

I guard myself though

Because I'm afraid to let myself get attach...

Only for you to let me go

I feel ashamed and happy 

When I am with you.

I feel something different.

It's in the air with me and you.

When we talk it isn't the same.

The good things never last.

You've already let me go.

We were never more.

But our friendship is slowing dying..

As a flower our friendship was.

It once bloomed.

Day by Day

Hour by Hour

The petals slowly drop.

The flower bends over.

As you let me go.

I didn't want to let this go.

I tried to water this.

I only want to relive everything again.

To be together again.

I only wish to go back to the start.

Author's Note

something I wrote. Was inspired by Fray's song "Never say Never"

and I couldn't think of a better title.

Reviews

[Ayvid N]

You captured the hurt and longing in simple words. The sincerety of the feelings comes through! I loved it!

[Aly]

thank you

[Bradley]

I am almost lost for words with this poem. But one word I can say is WOW!! :)

[Aly]

thank you :)

[disheveledApathy]

There's a difference between falling and letting go. Falling is happier, because sometimes you're not aware of it, and it's like gently gliding down on a soft pillow. Letting go hurts, it's like falling again but only backwards, coming back to reality with a sudden jerk.
Absolutely fantastic poem, I loved it. ;D
-Mer

[Aly]

thank you glad you enjoyed it.

[Mir]

I liked it. It kind of seemed like a daydream in a way.. Like when you have these thoughts, and then they're fading away. It leaves you wondering.

[Aly]

thank you :)

[Lucy Morningstar &heart..]

this is really lovely, once again another poem I can really relate to. Thanks for writing so much awesome poetry

[Aly]

Thanks so much. Thank you for reading, and I'm truly glad that I you can relate to my writing.

Aly

[Writer *78*]

Nice work you seem to convey things well when it comes to feeling for a person or something your passionate about.

[Aly]

thank you

[InsanityWriter]

Lovely and bitter sweet. :) Excellent write. ^_^

[Aly]

thank you

[Carolann Dowsett]

So lovely Aly and full of sweet melancholy. A beautiful poem.

[Aly]

thank you :)

[jennilouhoo]

Wonderful! Loved the parts about wanting to relive certain memories.

[Aly]

Hey thanks! :)

[Dr. Wood ?]

sadly beautiful...if only that clock could be turned back

[Aly]

Thank you.