Scared

I'm basically torn and scared about liking someone else

I sometimes feel nervous around you

Sometimes I have the urge to touch you

To touch your arms

To touch your face

I know the urge is strange

Whenever you look at me

I stare into your eyes trying to memorize them 

I notice your long eyelashes

I think to myself I like you

But I am so hesitate  to fall for you

Something is holding me back.

I wish I could take a leap of faith

I know you are a good person

But I also wonder if I fall will I have to choose between you and someone else

Everyday I fall just a piece more

Also knowing that I am hopelessy confused on what I should do

I can't help but know that I am guarding but falling at the same.

Sometimes I wonder if faith is trying to delt it's hand but I am refusing 

Of course I am living in the memories

I come home and think about the day 

Like that one day where I turned and you were already looking and you raised your hand and waved

I waved back when I turned around I felt special inside.

Your the new name I speak on my lips

Sometimes I imagine us alone. 

Together in a quiet place.

You lean your head in and I lean in close and you let it linger..

As I am alone without the one I want most

I am often tempted

As Love is Everywhere I go ...

Everywhere I see it and feel so left out

But when I fall for someone

I am happy. 

I enjoy those moments

But soon they come to an end

With him I wonder

Is fate telling to let it be and let him enter in

Or can I continue to guard this sacred lonely heart

Author's Note

I'm torn between this guy I just met and another one.
I don't know what's going on with me but I am pretty uncertain and scared.

Reviews

[DoNt LoSe YoUrSeLf]

I love the honesty in this :) And it's always scary to us when we begin to like someone and also falling for them, but if you feel he's worth it, then I say take a chance and see what happens. Not everything will go as planned in life, but once you fall in love, everything seems just right. No matter who it is, if you fall, you fall hard for them...

[Aly]

Thanks for reading and reviewing

[DoNt LoSe YoUrSeLf]

You're welcome :) It was really great.

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I always really love a lack of punctuation in poetry because I think it gives it a more fluid and hectic and sometimes even confused feel. I think it's perfect in a poem like this, in which one explores the confusion of decisions in love.
I also really love the last line, because the description of the 'sacred lonely heart' is such a relateable and interesting term to use.

[Aly]

Thank you for reading and reviewing :)

[scripted]

to give your whole heart to someone is scary and a hard thing to do... and to have more then one guy involved is even harder... you my friend cant take our advice, this is one of thoughs things that you have to do all by yourself... not that i dont want to tell you what to do, i would but i have no idea who these guys are... it will come to you eventually just let it come to you... anyway i hope you make the right desicion yours truely Danielle (scripted) s.p. it was a very powerful write, it showed and emotion that cant be made up... nice job

[Aly]

Thank you. Glad you enjoyed it.

[scripted]

no problem i enjoy reading your work:) keep it up!!!

[Ki Rider]

I agree with the statement of you can't take our advice, it is definitely a thing you have to figure out.

[michael.c.m]

it helps to explore the emotions this way and you have executed it eloquently

[Aly]

Thank you for reading and reviewing.

[marie]

the emotions in this is so strong i can feel them myself when reading this, good luck with your boy, great write:)

[Aly]

thanks for reading and reviewing

[marie]

no prob:) its my pleasure

[Skye]

There are a few errors, but overall, this is a lovely poem. You express you concerns and uncertainties very clearly. I hope you are able to sort out your feelings for each boy, but until then, I pray you don't worry yourself sick! :)

[Aly]

Thanks for reading and reviewing

[~*~Peace Keeper~*~]

I like this poem. It is really easy to fall for someone yet hard to know which one to choose..time will tell who is right for you though, don't jump to quickly.

Great Job

[Aly]

Thanks :)
Glad you enjoyed it

[InsanityWriter]

"Crushes pass, but love never does." Very sweet poem. ;) As for your predicament... I'm not too good with this sort of relationship advice, sorry. :( Good luck though! :)

[Aly]

It's alright. Thanks. For a second I thought I write that quote haha. thanks for reading. glad you liked it.

[Carolann Dowsett]

Oh this is so enticing, yes temptation is everywhere and how can we truly trust our heart or the one we could be falling for. Another awesome write Aly

[Aly]

Thank you Carolann :)

[Carolann Dowsett]

Welcome :)