Scared

I'm basically torn and scared about liking someone else

I sometimes feel nervous around you

Sometimes I have the urge to touch you

To touch your arms

To touch your face

I know the urge is strange

Whenever you look at me

I stare into your eyes trying to memorize them 

I notice your long eyelashes

I think to myself I like you

But I am so hesitate  to fall for you

Something is holding me back.

I wish I could take a leap of faith

I know you are a good person

But I also wonder if I fall will I have to choose between you and someone else

Everyday I fall just a piece more

Also knowing that I am hopelessy confused on what I should do

I can't help but know that I am guarding but falling at the same.

Sometimes I wonder if faith is trying to delt it's hand but I am refusing 

Of course I am living in the memories

I come home and think about the day 

Like that one day where I turned and you were already looking and you raised your hand and waved

I waved back when I turned around I felt special inside.

Your the new name I speak on my lips

Sometimes I imagine us alone. 

Together in a quiet place.

You lean your head in and I lean in close and you let it linger..

As I am alone without the one I want most

I am often tempted

As Love is Everywhere I go ...

Everywhere I see it and feel so left out

But when I fall for someone

I am happy. 

I enjoy those moments

But soon they come to an end

With him I wonder

Is fate telling to let it be and let him enter in

Or can I continue to guard this sacred lonely heart

Author's Note

I'm torn between this guy I just met and another one.
I don't know what's going on with me but I am pretty uncertain and scared.

Reviews

[DoNt LoSe YoUrSeLf]

I love the honesty in this :) And it's always scary to us when we begin to like someone and also falling for them, but if you feel he's worth it, then I say take a chance and see what happens. Not everything will go as planned in life, but once you fall in love, everything seems just right. No matter who it is, if you fall, you fall hard for them...

[Aly]

Thanks for reading and reviewing

[DoNt LoSe YoUrSeLf]

You're welcome :) It was really great.

[Leigh]

I like this as its very open and honest and explains your confusion very well. They're like buses arent they? you wait for ages..nothing and there's two at once! typical. I suppose its proof of the the randomness of life.

[poetry-kiddo alienbaba]

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[Aly]

thanks for reading.

[poetry-kiddo alienbaba]

ok

[Lucy Morningstar &heart..]

lovely, as usual

[Aly]

thank you

[krish]

reallllllllly very nicy poem,
that makes me so adory like u coined...

[Sarahthirk]

This is very true. Sometimes thing happen in life and we don't know what to do, whether it's a good or bad thing, if it was meant to happen, etc. This is beautiful. My favorite part is the 5th stanza. It's creative and I can visualize it. Wonderful job :)

[Aly]

Thank you. Much appericated :)

[Michael Stevens]

Join the club; not the 2 guys part, but you know what I mean; fine writing!

[Aly]

Thank you. Glad you like it.

[Eryn ♪]

I can clearly see your feelings in this piece and I know the feeling well. It is very well written and I don't mean to be a grammar nazi, but I think you meant to put "deal" and "scared" instead of "delt" and "sacred".
I really do like this piece though. Good job.

[Aly]

nope the words I wrote are the words I wanted. thank you.

[Eryn ♪]

Sorry, I wasn't sure.

[Britt]

Aww, i deff know how you feel!! this was an aamazing poem though, Good job!

[Aly]

thank you :)

[disheveledApathy]

Life will always do its best to surprise you, and the least you can do is surprise it back. Good luck, and I love the poem, yours are always so relatable!

[Aly]

Thank you! I'm glad you enjoyed it and it's important for me as a Writer someone can connect with the writing :)
Thank you

[disheveledApathy]

You're welcome, it's always easy to connect with yours. ;)

[Aly]

:)

[disheveledApathy]

:)

[Ki Rider]

That's how life is. But he sounds like a nice guy. I like how you express the emotional twists a person feels when torn between to loves. Excellent as always!

[Aly]

thank you!