let me introduce you to the mess

                Hi welcome, come take a seat...make your self at home and let me explain the mess that i call my life. So you should know the main source of chaos. Their names are Virginia Maya Chris Noelle and Jordan. Well there are actually many more then those five but they come later in the story. My town and school are very small, my town has a total population of exactly 3,326 people. My school district has only 345 kids and its pre-k through 8th grade. Then when we graduate 8th grade we have to drive 30 minuets to the nearest high school where many other small schools filter into. But i'm still in Montauk Public school district and i still have to deal with the same boring and rude people. So there was never really a point in time where it all seemed to me as chaotic until fourth grade.

                  In the second grade about four new students came to my school. One of them i made friends with very quickly and we where still best friends until recently. It was like we where attached at the hip. She used to spend night after night after night at my house and i would do the same at hers. We used to be on the same bus, in the same home room, in all the same classes, and we used to do everything after school together. I have a younger brother and she always felt like she was my  sister. I actually have two older sisters but they are much older then me and live in Florida, with their own kids. Anyway this girls name was Virginia. As we got older our friendship got stronger and stronger. I remember in the 6th grade everyone called us the queen bees, and it was just me and Virginia always. She was everything you could want in a BFF she was funny, nice, had an awesome mom, and loved to hang out with me more then anything.

                   The summer of us going into 6Th grade was one to remember. Virginia found new interests in music and people. But i was mostly the problem in the friendship... she has an older brother and we used to talk... and do more then talk sometimes. As much as i don't want to admit it it was all my fault for the friendship to end. I know its so cliché for the best friend and the older brother to do stuff...tell me about it. Well long story short she found out and i was on very tin ice. She didn't completely hate me but she defiantly let me know that if i made one more mistake that ,that was it. After that one minor blip everything was really good. We had sleep overs all the time, i was there for her break up with Chris, and i even put up with her music taste...KPOP. no offense to the KPOP fans reading this but i'm not a fan, mostly because i have absolutely no idea what they are saying, because i don't speak Korean. But our friendship was great until a new person that btw she hated sparked a sudden interest in Ginny (that is Virginias nickname btw). Her name was Maya and she is abnormally short. I used to think Ginny only liked her bc she was Korean. 

                    Ginny soon found out that me and her older brother did things and ditched me for the dwarf. Sorry to any short people reading this but i honestly hate her. Maya is a very negative , boring, and an argumentative person. I seriously don't know what Ginny sees in her as a friend. Well because Ginny was my only friend i had to search for new ones. Soon i found a couple of nice and equally funny people. Their names are Jordan and Noelle. They are sweet but we do fight a lot. Mostly over what to do because we are bored, boys, and stupid little things like who's liquid eye liner is who's. But i love them... sometimes. Kidding kidding they are my good friends but they do get on my nerves a lot. But they where there for me when i was extremely hurt that ginny just moved on and didn't care for me at all anymore. I was really depressed at times because Ginny had been my life long friend and i lost her because of my stupid actions. Most of the time i would stay at home watching ''Gossip Girl" ,and eat a lot of ice cream. But then i started to gain some lbs and i got bullied.I was already sad and miserable from Ginny and me no longer being friends and now i'm getting called a whale bc i'm a fat. And i had been called a whale for a year before but Ginny had stuck up for me and the people stoped for a while.  

                     But Jordan and Noelle where there for me. And i always felt welcome at their houses.And we are still friends today and i do still miss having ginny as a friend but she absolutely hates me now. But next year i get to go to that big high school that i told you about earlier. My oldest friend Lilly is a year older then me and has the exact same birth day too, she goes to that high school and she loves it so far. Looking forward for a big school with more people to choose from for friends tbh.

Author's Note

this is only the first chapter and there is already a lot of information... i always hated books that star off really slow and then get really good on like page 200 so im starting off the bat with some hard facts. and i didn't use fake names for anything you can google it its all real. Im just not putting last names because its personal lol thanks for reading - Grayson