I JUST DON'T CARE

This is a poem about a fight in a person's mind and his what he thinks to resolve those issues and satisfies himself at last... ignoring everything and claiming to himself that he just don't care...

I Just Don’t Care

 

Things I’ve done, things done to me

All harsh talks between you and me

Makes me think what I’ve been

Had I been rude, or you to me?

 

Sometimes I don’t think n I don’t care

But when I grow sad, it’s all under my hair

My skin shivers and trembles beneath

My hopes and thoughts just turn down to me

Again I think about what my life could be

Still should I hope or just let it be?

 

Sometimes I don’t think and I don’t care

Still I have much to ponder over there

That’s where I start thinking as if I do care

But is it worth the thought and should I share?

 

My life’s a b***h, getting fucked up lately

Lost its virginity quite so early

For all the moment I never care

About my happiness still I prepare

For all the people around me

Is love a term I share?

 

What if I never had loved anyone?

Its just my attracting spare

What if I fooled them all?

Of whom I care?

 

Tired of hiding myself from people over there

It’s getting harder to claim back those stare

Which everyone gave me in my childhood year

Tired of joking around here and there

What if I fail to spread happiness and spread flair?

What if I can’t just make up to the mark?

What if I just gave them a stark?

What if I ruin their lives with myself getting dark?

Should I create a distance up to a certain mark?

 

What if it’s all an illusion?

What if my life is just getting through a fusion?

What if my thoughts are scattered

What if all my worries can be shattered

What if I can live free?

What if I can fly like a bee
What if I have nectar still left with me?

What if my search gone in despair?

 What if I just can’t let my life repair?

What if always confused with thoughts?

What if I am wrong about my despair?

What if I still hold that flair?

What if I can still be happy?

What if I can make it clear?

What if I can move out of fear?

What if I can tell them how I feel?

What if the sun rises again?

What if life does bargain?

What if worries can be ignored?

What if love can behold?

 

Ignoring all worries apart

Soaring through all bad part

Giving a damn about everything

Enjoying just being happy within

That’s just I got to do

Because whatever it may be

I just don’t damn care.

Author's Note

Please do give your reviews and this poem was actually half written by me last year and completed now and every individual time my thoughts changed and all i was able to put together were these presented to you.

Reviews

[prodicallife]

Myself

I read your author`s note....it took you almost an year but, i would like to say it`s worth giving an year, you played very well with the flow so easy with writting.

Considering the most important point your poem is the one which has the power to drift any individual into the world of unanswerable questions woww that was so beautifull specially the second para Sometimes I don’t think and I don’t care
Still I have much to ponder over thereThat’s where I start thinking as if I do care
But is it worth the thought and should I share...What a beautifull contradiction

Thanks for sharing such beautifull work

Regards
PRODICAL

[Thea]

Truly deep and very expressive writing...This is a great poem for me...Love it... :)))

[SoulCrusader (Yas)]

A beautiful write that has asks some deep and meaningful questions that flow so poetically :)

[stars are far]

This is so great..i enjoyed that
After i read the Authors note i realized why i do really loved the last two stanzas a looooot ,this is amazing ....

[Black]

I know that,
that you are trying to tell yourself that you dont care
while actually,
there is no other thoughts then
how to protect yourself
and act like you dont care
so you cant get hurt
though you are already hurting
having to hide your own feelings

A thruly amazing write
Regards
Black