How it's supposed to be

I have to get the feelings I have out somehow.

Is this how it's supposed to be? 

The one I love hurts me?

I walk on eggshells everyday

To keep all the mean words away

It could be something small like using the wrong tone

And I start dreading the moment he comes home

I'm ridiculous when I vent

That's what he's supposed to be there for, isn't it?

I'm a crybaby when I'm upset

Sorry for having feelings that you don't like

You have no idea how many tears I hide behind my eyes

I just blink one time and they disappear

But the thoughts and the hurt is always near

I escaped something like this long ago

But did I get far enough away?

I know I don't do anything to deserve this

Sometimes it hurts as much as if I'd been hit

Is this how it's supposed to be?

Loving someone more than he loves me?

Reviews

[Buni]

a reallyy good poem! i really feel you here! its like it was written for me! nice work!