the lucky one

This is about the girl that is dating someone who i truly cared about.

She's the lucky one and I blew my shot

I had so many, but the last one was it

I had to choose and it wasn't him

She's the lucky one and I have to live with it

I'm just glad I don't see them

I don't know how I would smile

Seeing them together with her son

And remembering she is the lucky one

I don't know how I would smile

Wanting to cry all the while

Knowing I didn't end things right

Losing so much sleep over so many nights

She's the lucky one and I'm seeing that now

He was there no matter what then

I can't drag him back again

She gets all the love and smiles I never got

But I know my decision wasn't wrong

I wish I didnt have to make it to begin with

I was pulled in half

And we were about to be a mom and dad

I had to think of my child and our hearts

But his was the one that got ripped apart

I'm not sure how he moved on

Knowing what I did was so wrong

She's the lucky one, she has his heart

All I could do was tear it apart

She's the lucky one, he's with her to stay

I'm stuck with the guilt always.

 

Author's Note

another quickly written poem.

Reviews

[Kira]

Well, you can tell that it was quickly written, and you could add a few more things, smooth out the rough edges, but other than that a deep, well-written, heartfelt poem.