reality or fantasy

A Poem by wordplay2099

health for vision

although im happily in love,
i just cant keep my eyes off of this beautifull woman,
this is how all of this came about,
earlier in the day my friend venus asked if id have a drink with her and hangout at a well known bar in the downtown area of hollwood california,
i agreed and i was expected to show up,
she said be there at 9pm and its 7pm and a quarter at the moment,
i shaved and grabbed some clothes i got back from the cleaner's this mornin,
i showerd up and sprayed on my favorite cologne by curve that smells so perfect,
i got drest and headed for the door,
dam i forgot my keys so i headed back,
they were still on the sink counter wear i layed them when i pulled them out of my my jeans i w***e this morning,
i headed down to the underground parking lot to my newly leased 2014 range rover,
on my way there i called venus to be sure that she was there because i didnt want to wait all day for her lol ;) ,
she picked up and said,''im already inside and i payed for you to have a parking slot in the private section right beside her maserati that she adores so much,
i made it there and enterd threw the back door of the bar and the music was so loud that i could not hear a word anyone was saying over it,
i spotted venus and she smiled as if we had just met for the very first time again,
we had a few drinks and socialized about alot of personal things and about alot of buisness involving big money making plans,
while she was talking i was nodding in agreement although i could not hear a word she had said,
i couldnt helpt but notice the woman serving liquor behind the bar counter,
she had on a all white dress,with blonde hair that shined and snow white skin,
she had on beautifull diamond gold earings with a gold braw plus gold mid inch heels that revealed her well toned calve's,
i watched her as she leaned over to grab some older mans glass and grabbed a bottle of hennessy to refill his shot glass,
i dont no if me looking is right or wrong,
but her curves were so beautifull that i did not care to judge my since,
she must have felt me starring and looked back at me slowy and smiled at these facts,
she instantly gave me chills,
i thought to myself that she must feel exactly what i feel at this moment,
attracted to my freshness as i am to her purness that i feel to be exact,
my thoughts were racing,should i give her my number or should i enjoy the feeling i feel and leave it at that and just chill like this isnt happenin,
i could take her back to my condo and my lover would never no she was hear and im shore she wouldnt ask,
i bet she makes good love in bed,
i can tell,
my mind kept going on and on and i couldnt escape the effect she has on me right now,i dont no if this is good or bad,
finally she walks up to me and ask if id like to go to someother place and chill to escape all of this loudness,
i instantly invisioned my lover for some reason,
and before i could reply venus said did i hear anything she said the whole time she was speaking to me out loud being she knew iwasnt listening,
i told her to be honest no i did not,and she turned to the bartender woman and said ''he's married plus im his sister in law so sorry hes not available to hang so loosely,
maybe i had to much to drink or maybe the feeling i felt for the bartender woman tonight was real,
either way it goes i must say that last night was a night wear i could have poetentially betrayed the loyalty i have for my lover who loves me so dearly and warms up my soul and comforts everything within me etc,
ive chosen to not drink at all,
because i dont no if the feeling last night was real or just the liquor my kidneys held wich may have put me in a state of fantasy,
i even had to call my lover to catch a taxi and drive me and her in my truck home to be reminded of why i love her and to release this energy my mind has instilled within me from possibly having to many drinks and imaginig the bartender woman being with me for the night and us working out our fantasys in the dark under the sheets,
no more liquor/for now this is just the way things will have to be.
wordplay for the soul.