A Heart's Requiem...

Just a poem that describes how I feel when certain songs play on the radio that remind me of my boyfriend and how I miss him so. Long distance sucks.

The sound haunts my dreams, strangling them into nightmares.

The scenes sear into my brain, etching everything so deeply it bleeds.

I close my eyes and the vision remains, replaying on the screens of my lids.

Tears slide out, the salty sting reopening old wounds.

How much more of this can one bear?

How much longer shall this feeling linger?

I'm winding down the spiral staircase of emotions...

 

Into the abyss I descend, losing a grain of sanity as each step reverberates through the darkness.

In this abandoned field I walk in search of something I cannot yet reach.

I can sense it in the far distance, and yet when will I reach my heart's desire?

What am I to do?

Am I condemned to walk this place eternally or will the one come to release me from my prison?

I bite back the screams that rise like serpents from within my very soul.

One last step sends me stumbling down, falling in a place where no one can even hear.

My hands fly out but they cant stop what has begun,

My feet lose connection to the ground and become one with the air.

Where am I headed?

The seconds flow swiftly by me as I continue on this collision course with what lies beneath me.

I feel it coming,

Bracing for the impact that I know is arriving in

5....4....3....2...

 

My eyes snap open suddenly,

My heart is racing like a wild stallion.

I really need to stop listening to this song...especially when this happens.

However, I cant stop playing it.

Despite the pain, it is the only thing that I can stand right now.

It reminds me of him.

As much as I love him, so much is the pain from the song.

But, with him gone....what else can I do?

Until we are together again, I shall endure.

 

Press play, and relive the memory once more.....

Author's Note

Give me honest opinions please...and sorry to all who find romance too hard to digest.