Darkness

The sun is setting upon the world tonight

I'm sitting on the cold cement wondering why it has come to this

What have I done wrong?

The darkness slowely closing in on me

I hear people screaming

People are screaming!

What have I gotten myself into

Did I mess up that bad?

What did I do?

Please tell me this is a dream

That I'll wake up screaming

Please if this isn't a dream then tell me why!

Why am I here?

What have I done wrong?

I look up to see so many people laughing and being so happy

Did my departure really bring this?

Do I really hurt so many people?

A few morn at my grave...

Once again I end up hurting more people...

Please stop...

I beg from this horrid place...

Everything seems to have turned against me

Please don't love me...

I don't want to hurt you...

But I keep doing it!

Please don't let me do it over and over...

I can't stand to see the pain within your eyes

I'm writhing in pain

Please stop these cursed memories

Then I see a child

Innocence

The purest of life...

It smiles and crawls up to me

Then streches out its hand and grabs mine...

 I sit down next to it and smile

"One day you'll go though terrors child" I whisper to it...

But I promise in the end I'll be there for you,

Just like everyone else has always been there for me,

I just never accepted it...

You were the one who saved me...

Even if you never knew it...

Even if I never see you again...

I will never forget you...

Because no matter how much pain I've gone through...

I will always be the person that wants it better for everyone else...

Even if it causes me pain...

The sun rises

Breaking through the darkness.

Letting me escape these dreadful memories.

Reviews

[Donovan "Grey Wolf" Go..]

wow I definitly get what ur saying and I sit thinking the same things some times wondering if I even deserve the friends I have because of the pain I have caused to the girl that I love who no longer loves me. So sad but life goes on.